P.o.v:Jisung
"Wake up you have to go to school" I woke up to my mom "okay" I said and sat up "breakfast is waiting" my mom said "okay I'll be down soon" I said and she left my room I went down stairs and ate breakfast and headed to school
"Hey Jisung!" Felix said "I can't talk to him right now" I told myself and continued walking awayP.o.v: Felix (ooh new p.o.v)
"Hey guys do you know what's wrong with Jisung" I said looking at everyone "no but I did realize that he is more distant" Changbin said "yea he was really distracted in all of the classes so far" Minho said "speaking of Jisung where is he?" Seungmin said "school rooftop" Changbin said "WHAT BUT WHAT IF HE TRYS DOING SOMETHING STUPID!" Hyunjin yelled "calm down he goes up there all the time it helps calm him down" Changbin said "c-ca-an w-e go check on h-him please" Seungmin said "fine how about we eat our lunches up there" Changbin said "yeah that sounds good" chan said and we started heading up to the school rooftopP.o.v:Jisung
"Tonight I will cut myself just to try it" I thought looking up at the sky I heard the door open and looked over to see the group of people from yesterday "dammit I didn't want to talk to them today because I'm afraid of saying what I'm going to do tonight" I whispered to myself "Hey Jisung what you doing up here?" Changbin asked "the normal hey changbin can I talk to you alone?" I said "yeah sure" Changbin said and we walked over to one of the other corners "what's wrong with you" Changbin asked "after school don't let anyone come to my house take everyone somewhere else" I said "o-okay c-can I-I-I ask why?" Changbin said sounding scared "I will tell you later" I said and left the rooftopSchool just ended and I'm now headed home "mom shouldn't be home yet so I have time to do it" I said to myself I arrived home and well it's simple I did it I cut my wrist it didn't hurt as bad as I thought it just stung a little *ring ring* "my phone where did I put it" I said holding a wash cloth on the cut "there" I said and picked it up
"Hello" Jisung said "go stay at a friends house I don't want you to bother me" my mom said "o-okay bye" I said and hung up the call and I looked for changbins number "hello" Changbin said I didn't respond I didn't know what to say "Jisung is everything okay?" Changbin said and still I didn't say anything "Jisung your scaring me answer dammit!" Changbin half yelled over the phone "c-c-chang-b-bin I-I-I-I'm s-so-rr-y I-I c-could-nt s-st-op m-my-s-elf" I managed to say
P.o.v:changbin ( another new p.o.v)
"c-c-chang-b-bin I-I-I-I'm s-so-rr-y I-I c-could-nt s-st-op m-my-s-elf" Jisung managed to say "I'm coming stay there" I said and hung up the phone "Binnie what's wrong" Felix asked concerned " lix I-I sorry I have to go" I said and was about to leave but someone grabbed my arm "Changbin what the hell has you so scared" chan said "DAMMIT CHAN I SAID I HAVE TO GO!" I yelled not realizing that I had yelled and I left "Jisung please be okay" I said to myself as I ran to his houseI finally arrived and walked straight in since his mom wasn't home and found him in the bathroom "what the hell did you do jisungie?" I said "Changbinnie I'm sorry I-I-I here just look" Jisung said and showed me his arm "jisungie w-why?" I said starting to cry "changbinnie I'm so sorry don't hate me" he said and started crying also I hugged him "you've been struggling for so long I'm sorry I was never there for you" I said ( who ever thinks of Chan's part here it's awesome and probably crying too haha) "changbinnie what do I do how do I tell the others?" Jisung said "I'll think of something don't worry about it" I said "I'm sorry Binnie I'm making you do things for me again I should have just ended everything when I cut" Jisung said "no don't say that dammit why did I always brush you off I should have seen that you where asking for help when you always asked to be friends I'm sorry sungie" I said trying not to cry more "I'm so worthless I should have ended everything then you wouldn't be saying this about yourself" Jisung said
Hello....sad yeah I know but hey I finally finished the chapter that I definitely did not start like 4days ago haha.........anyways till the next chapter bye bye
Ariel~
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Let me save you | minsung
عاطفيةJisung has extremely bad depression and wishes to end the suffering Minho is a boy that goes to jisungs school and happen to see Jisung trying to end his life ⚠️suicide attempts, talks about death, etc.