Let me save you | minsung

#3

Just a warning for everyone this chapter is going to be a very sad chapter

P.o.v: Jisung
*knock knock* "Hey Jisung can I come in?" Felix said "yeah" I said and curled up in a ball "why did minho hyung leave in a rush?" Felix said walking in the room and locking the door "I think he said something about a part time job" I said trying to curl up into a ball more knowing why he locked the door "Sung can we talk if you keep bottling it all up it's going to get even harder" Felix said sitting down next to me "lix you know it's hard to open up" I said not looking at him once "and that's why you need to open up neither of us are going to leave this room until you start opening up I'm so worried that I'm going to lose you one day if you don't open up" Felix said "please don't worry about me I'm not valuable enough to worry about in worthless and pathetic" I said starting to cry "what happen a few years ago wasn't your fault don't blame yourself anymore and start opening up you can trust me" Felix said and hugged me "i-I-it hurts so bad I can't stand it" I said crying even harder "what jisungie what hurts?" Felix said trying not to cry himself "everything I-I-I-it's hurts to breathe it hurts to be ignored when I try to find help I-I-it hurts to know that nobody cares I-I-it hurts to live" I said "I know but it will get better trust me" Felix said "w-w-will it I-I-I don't believe you" I said "it really will you just need to have hope" Felix said "hope? hope in what death? Lix you know that place I call home well everyday I get treated worse it's getting so hard to continue doing this I'm fighting a losing battle what is there to have hope in?" I said "j-Jisung what else haven't you told me?" Felix said concerned "I-I-I tried to cut myself earlier again" I said "jisungie did you?" Felix said "no like normal" I answered "thank god jisungie please don't try doing that again what if you finally did cut yourself and bleed to death? Huh what do you think I would do?" Felix said "I-I-I-I'm sorry lix I didn't mean to I'm *hiccup* really really *hiccup* sorry I won't do *hiccup* it again" I said crying harder not even knowing that was possible "jisungie Minho hyung said he found you trying to jump off a bridge is that true?" Felix said "yeah that's true" I said "w-why" Felix questioned "home" I said "is it really that bad?" Felix said "yeah it's getting even worse though" I said "then stay with Minho or move in with me and Binnie" Felix said "we both know that I can't do either of those I have to go back there at some point" I said "isn't there something that we can do?" Felix said "no there isn't anything to do" I said "why....why can't I help people when I want to" Felix said and started crying "lix no don't cry because of me I'm not worth your tears please don't cry" I said looking at him "sungie your definitely worth my tears" Felix said "no I'm not" I said "sungie I'm sorry I promised to always be there for you yet when you needed me this last time I wasn't there hell I didn't even know about it I broke my promise I shouldn't even call myself your friend" Felix said "no don't say that without you (NCT!) I wouldn't even be here right now please don't leave me" I said "I'm sorry sungie I should have been a better friend" Felix said "Felix your an amazing friend stop saying that you've helped me so much I couldn't ask for a better friend" I said. After a few minutes both me and Felix fell asleep still crying
(I can't handle anymore sadness)

P.o.v:Minho
*ding ding* "welcome to NCT's coffee tree" I said looking up "oh it's just you why the hell is everyone showing up when it's not there shift" I said annoyed "AAYE TY TRACK!!" Winwin screamed "yo Winwin why are you here?" Taeyong said "I could ask you both that" I said "oh Taeyong did you know Winwin said that the people during his shift are boring" I said and smirked "w-w-what Winwin did you really say that" Taeyong said "n-n-no I don't know what Minho's talking about" Winwin said "oh TY what are you doing here and did you here what Winwin said earlier?" Ten said "so Winwin really did call me boring huh" Taeyong said "WAIT! Before you two do anything let me at least change the sign to closed and lock the door we don't want customers to walk in when you guys are doing that" I said and went over to the door "okay now continue" I said and started getting ready to leave "WINWIN YOU GET BACK HERE NOW!" Taeyong screamed "oh are you leaving the shift isn't over" Lucas said "oh yeah your new huh well you might as well get ready to leave also because they won't stop for about four hours" I said looking at Lucas " oh okay then" he said "hey ten me and Lucas are just going to take our leave now" I said "yeah I'm thinking about doing that also after I call there boyfriends to come get them" ten said "okay well bye everyone" I said and left

So much sadness I'm sorry anyways till the next chapter bye bye

Ariel~