Ch.10

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I have know idea you guys know this song, but I found it and I think it's good for this...? Maybe... I don't know. Enjoy.

Raven's POV

I stepped out of the car and grabbed my things, but it's time to go on the plane. We had left earlier this morning due to the events of last night, Ryan stayed in his room until I left.

~flashback~

"I'm going to miss you!!!" Minzy said and pulled me into a bear hug, I giggled as we pulled away.

"I'm going to miss you too.," I smiled, "Unnie-ah."

"Did you hear that?! She called me Unnie!" she jumped around happily, the others laughed.

"Calm down Minzy.," CL laughed, "we all are gonna miss you Raven."

"Feeling is mutual." I smiled.

We said our goodbyes and walked out the door, we hiked through the small woods that guarded the castle and out to the car.

"Dibs on sitting next to Raven!" Taehyung yelled and grabbed my arm with a large smile plastered on his face. His box smile is so cute!

"Hey! I wanted to!" Jimin whined.

"Jungkookie should get a seat next to her." Jin chuckled. My face turned bright red, Jungkook and I haven't talked to each other since last night. Was he nervous to speak to me? I wouldn't blame, I'm slightly embarrassed with myself.

"It's fine if Jimin and Taehyung sit next to her." Jungkook sighed and walked ahead to the car. I felt a sting in my chest, but chose to ignore it.

~flashback ends~

"Ready Raven?" Namjoon asked as he laid his elbow on my shoulder, I gave a quick nod before following the other boys. We walked to the gate, we all took off the things that had metal and our shoes.

We were all cleared to go.

~Time Skip~

I settled in my seat and pulled my ear buds out, it's going to be a long ride. The I heard someone sit in the seat next to me, I didn't bother to look over because I could see who was next to me. He mumbled under his breath about his seat.

I rolled my eyes and scrolled through my playlist.

1) Never Enough - Greatest Showman
2) Rewrite The Stars - Greatest Showman

Of course this songs we're the first two, I sighed as I clicked onto Never Enough. The music started to play, I closed my eyes and listened to the lyrics.

I'm trying to hold my breath
Let it stay this way
Can't let this moment end
You set off a dream with me
Getting louder now
Can you hear it echoing?
Take my hand
Will you share this with me?
'Cause darling without you

I clenched my phone as I listened to the females voice sing out the lyrics.

All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars we steal from the nightsky
Will never be enough
Never be enough
Towers of gold are still too little
These hands could hold the world but it'll
Never be enough
Never be enough

For me
Never, never
Never, never
Never, for me
For me
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough
For me
For me
For me

All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars we steal from the nightsky
Will never be enough
Never be enough
Towers of gold are still too little
These hands could hold the world but it'll
Never be enough
Never be enough

For me
Never, never
Never, never
Never, for me
For me
Never enough
Never, never
Never enough
Never, never
Never enough
For me
For me
For me

For me

The song ended. The next song started up, but my right ear bud was getting tugged out of my ear and my phone slipped from my hand.

I looked over at the boy who sat next to me, I scowled him as a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.

"Can we talk?" he asked.

"About you ignoring me?" I snapped. He sighed and nodded.

"I-I... Look Ray, it's not what you think." he sighed. Not what I think? I'm positive it is what I think.

"You're nervous and embarrassed about last night, it's fine." I shrugged. I turned back to my phone.

Jungkook's POV

"You're nervous and embarrassed about last night, it's fine." She shrugged and looked back at her phone, I couldn't help but stare.

That wasn't the reasoning though, I got a message from my ex-girlfriend asking me all kinds of questions. She wouldn't stop asking about what I was doing when I was back from America and if I was free, she wants to explain the breakup to me.

~flashback~

"Jungkook oppa~" the female from behind me whispered, I looked over my shoulder at her and smiled.

Her blonde hair draped over her shoulders as her brown eyes looked into mine, a small smile spread across her face. Her uniform shirt hugged her torso nicely and the skirt was short enough to show most of her soft legs.

"Yes Jagi?" I whispered back.

"I need to talk to you after class."

I nodded and turned back around in my seat, please tell me I didn't get her pregnant.

~Time Skip~

"Kookie-ah it's important stop playing around!" she giggled as I pulled her body against mine.

"Okay okay I'll calm down.," I smiled, "what's so important?"

Her face went straight as she pushed me back by my chest. I looked at her confused.

"I think we should see other people." she said with flat out ease. I stood there in shock, wide eyed at the girl I lost my virginity to. LAST FUCKING NIGHT.

I frowned at her, "why?"

"You're just... It's not you it's me..." she said and turned away.

"That's bullshit Rose.," I barked, "you used and lied to me!"

~flashback ends~

"No something else had come up Ray." I said without realizing the words slipping out if my mouth. Her head snapped into my direction.

"Oh.," a sad tone laced into her normal bland voice, "I see, well if you don't mind I would like my ear bud back?"

I nodded and handed it back.

Raven's POV

I put my right ear bud back in and blasted Beg For It.

I need to get my head in the game, only protect not fall. It's time to be the savage assassin bitch I was trained to be. He is so close but so far, but I have to keep him that way and defend his life.

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