chapter 2

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   When can I  be accepted? I'm only a dick to people because they are a dick to me. I am just a godamn person that doesn't fit into society's vision of a 'perfect person'. I know no ones perfect.they just hide it so they won't be an outcast. I know everyone has scars, what the use of hiding it? I have both emotional and physical scars, but most people have emotional scars. I know my parents don't love me and I am pretty sure my adoptive parents don't give a rats ass about me. I know I will never find love since who would love a guy who has so many issues and constantly smells of weed?

I walked to lunch. People stared at me. I didn't eat since I simply wasn't hungry. "... She is a fucking monster..." Great. Some asshole, of course, misgendered me. I went to my table, which no one sits with me there.

Not too long after, this red-head sat by   me. I was expecting them to say some shit about me but they didn't."Hey im Janice." Sh- ...fuck what are their pronouns? Well they told me their name and i was surprised that they didn't insult me.."...before i misgender you...what are your pronouns?" I asked in a shy voice. Fuck my shyness. Ugh can I function like a normal human being? "Oh I go by all pronouns." She smiles." Why are you so nice to me?" I asked." You are human, aren't you?"Janice was a bean. "Heh i guess so." I looked up at her. Of course she is taller than me. I am 5"4. "Well Im Arron."  She nods and eats ." Also,love your shirt." My shirt read 'love is love'. "Thanks." I said and smiles." Ooo! You should meet my friend! He is gay and I think you guys will get along!" I perked my head up."whats his name." I looked at her."Alex." Alex? She showed me a picture of him  on her Phone.  Damn he is hot. I shook my head of that thought and sighs. I didn't even meet him yet and I already fallen  in love with him. Fuck my lovestruck thoughts why would this guy even love this piece of trash that deserves to rit in hell?


Sorry, it took so long to update! I just got out of school and I'm setting up everything for a pride parade I'm going to._(^ω^)

I am looking back at my stories and shit this was cringy.

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