"So what movie is next?" I asked looking at my new buddy. Ricky shrugged and randomly shoved the disk into the player. Ricky plopped down next to me, and grabbed the remote. I looked over at Ricky, who was shoving chips into his mouth. "I put in Nightmare On Elm." Ricky finally answered.
"Cool." I replied. Ricky has been making me take the stupid Depression pills for the whole day. It didn't matter. I will always be sad. I guess Josh was my first love. I seriously fell in love with him but it wasn't meant to be. He just wanted to be friends and I was still in love with him. I really wanted to see Josh but they were still out.
"You alright for real Riot? I mean it was yesterday that you and Josh broke up." Ricky frowns at me. I shrugged my shoulders. I still don't like Ricky he pisses me off still. "Want a hug?" Ricky half smiled at me. I flipped him off. Ignoring my finger, Ricky pulls me into his arms as soon as our skin makes contact I felt a shoot of electricity through me. I guess Ricky must've felt it too because he pulled away. "S-sorry." He stuttered. "It's fine, you just shocked me." I replied bitterly.
'Riot, you and I both know you don't have feelings for Josh. Rather you admit it or not, you have feelings for Ricky, even if it's as small as an atom. Rick and you cancel out each other. You're equal forces and are meant to be together. All of us know it, yet we don't say anything. Josh knows too, even though he won't admit it.' I shivered slightly as Ghost's words echo through me. He was right. Ghost was right and Josh knew it. Maybe there's a real reason behind why Josh broke up with me.
"Hey Riot, how are ya feeling?" Chris asked running on the bus, scooping me up in a huge hug. "Better honestly." I answered. "That's better." Chris grinned at me. Balz looked over at me with pity. So I pulled away from Chris and nervously walked over to him.
"Hey Balz." I said using his old name. "Hey Riot, can we talk?" He asks looking slightly upset I used his old name. I nod my head as we walk outside the bus. "So what's up?" I asked pretending that it was killing me not to be with him anymore. "The real reason why I broke up with you is because I wasn't the right one for you. I knew this too when we were going out but I was being selfish. I am sorry for hurting you. The truth is I still love you but I can't be with you. I was talking to Ghost and he told me that I was being selfish and the person who is interested in you is taking it out on you." Balz whispered.
"I know. Ghost told me that Ricky has feelings for me, and I have them for him. But I don't have feelings for Ricky! Yet at the same time I do." I replied. "Can we still be friends?" Balz replied,ignoring my statement. "Y-yeah." I answered, feeling tears drip down my face. Balz bit his lip, and pulled me into a hug. "Riot, I will always love you, but I'm not good for you." Balz whispered into my ear and for the last time Josh kissed me like I was his girlfriend. Balz was the one to pull away and when he did he walked into the bus with me almost sobbing.
"I love you too Josh." I choked out but it was too late for he would never hear me. "Why is it I always seem to find you crying?" A voice chuckled. I turned around and could make out the figure to be Ricky. "What are you doing here?" I sniffed. "Coming outside to smoke but then I found you crying like a bitch." Ricky laughs. "I'm not a bitch, asshole." I lashed still crying. "Even in tears you're mean as a snake but in all fairness I do the same." Ricky replied. I flipped him off laughing slightly.
"Ah there's the little heartless bitch I've missed." Ricky snickered. "Fuck off, Rick." I snapped returning as my old self. I wiped away my tears and became the untouchable woman I was. "It amazes me how you can be still mean and cry." Ricky rolls his eyes. "Kiss my ass, you fucking cunt." I yelled. I was no longer sad but extremely angry.
"My God! You're fucking crazy! Why are you so angry? I love how you're over Josh in a minute!" Ricky yells at me. I walk up to him, and get in his face. "Over him? Over him!? I am still loving Josh. He still loves me." I screeched my voice rising a few octaves.
"Then what is the problem? Enlighten me you heartless bitch!" Ricky snaps. I laughed bitterly, punched him in the chest, and walked over to the venue. I sat in the dressing room by myself trying to calm down. The concert must've started because I could hear the music pounding through the walls. I peeked outside and saw the guys on stage. I go and sit on the ground in front of the opening of the stage. I've always watched the concert so why should I not do it because of Ricky? After the song, Chris started talking but was soon interrupted.
"Hey Chris, can I say something?" Ricky asked through the mic. "Sure, Rick, what's up?" Chris replied. "See, for awhile now I've been in love with someone." The crowd started awing. I stared at Rick's back in anger and embarrassment. He isn't...
"I've liked her from the moment she came home with Chris. The sad thing is I've been an ass to her but in my defense she's a bad ass who had Ryan running for his money. So I had tried to play her own game. Ha, let's say that didn't go so well. I ended up loosing." He is...
"Well after I apologized to her we became buddies. Then she had a nasty break up and once again she has hated me again. The last thing that she said to me was 'kiss my ass you fucking cunt'. The girl that I am in love with, who most likely will be shot by her brother, is Riot Motionless." Ricky finished. I stared at him with my mouth open once the realization hit me, I stormed on stage with my fist balled up.
"What in the fucking fuck is wrong with you?" I screamed. "And there she is looking fine as ever." Ricky smirked at me. "No. What is wrong with you? You...you!" I exploded. "Riot, calm down." Ricky laughed. "Calm down? How can I calm down? You are evil! You-" Before I could even finish my sentence, Ricky smacked his lips to mine. The crowd started screaming our names, and clapping. The electricity was shooting through my body and I felt no hatred but something else.
"Riot Cerulli, will you go out with me?" Ricky asked. My throat went dry, and I couldn't say anything except nod my head. "Well fucking Hell, Rick; you stole my sister. Since thing has gone to Hell with this lovey shit, this song is called HateFuck. It should be the theme song to those two fuckers!" Chris laughed, cuing Brandon to start drumming again. I tried to back away so I can get off stage, but Ricky wouldn't let me go, instead he kept blocking my path laughing. I flipped him off and laid on the stage.
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Infamous *Ricky Horror Love Story*
FanfictionRiot Cerulli is the troublemaker of the family. With her living in her brother's shadow, that's her way of leaving her mark. When her Mother has finally had enough of her, she sends her to Chris's house. There she meets the band, and goes on tour wi...