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I walked into my house and into the kitchen later that day and grabbed a bag of Doritos. I started heading up the stairs to my room when I heard my older brother Landon call out from the living room. "How was the head, little brother?" he pestered. "Fuck off," I replied sluggishly. I laid down on my bed, opening the chips and thinking to myself. I thought about Autumn's proposal. Was she genuinely interested in me? How would I even feel about seeing her? I mean, she's smart and pretty. Most guys would go for a girl like her. I couldn't imagine myself kissing or holding hands with her, though. Not at all, actually. For as long as I can remember, or rather, for as long as I've been watching porn, I don't remember getting hard that easily - if even at all. As a horny fourteen-year-old, that shit used to be frustrating! I still have similar problems, but I just ignore them as much as possible. Suddenly, Fynn's face appeared in my head. I popped a chip into my mouth and cringed at myself. Fynn, really? I shook the thought from my head, blaming my brother's asshole comments about me and Fynn. Girls are as complex as the sky full of intricate stars, I thought. Maybe I just need to give her a chance. She seemed nice enough. I think I was going to see Autumn this week.

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