I dont think I can be with you

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~Zoeys POV~

I got home late that night. I was just having a lot of fun! All the lights were off when I walked through the door. I could hear Liam snoring. It smelled of wine. The girls probably had a little drink night. Thier bedroom light was off, so I tip toed into my room. I opened the door and closed it as quitly as possable.

"Huh? Zoey?" Liam woke up. Crap.

"Do you want me to sleep in the living room tonight?" I walked over to the bed and lightly stroked his cheek with my thumb.

"No. Sleep with me." I nodded my head and changed into Liams shirt. I climbed into bed with Liam. I fell asleep fastly. A deep deep sleep.

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~Liams POV~

I woke up early the next mornning. I left Zoey in the bed. I made us breakfast. While I was making it, Ruth and Nicole woke up and came out to the kitchen.

"Morning brotha."

"Morning girls. I hope you like choclate chip pancakes."

"Yes we do!" They cheered. Zoey woke up shortly after. I gave her her pancakes,and she took them without saying a word.

"Im going out today." She said than walked into the bedroom with her foor. About 10 minutes later, she wahed her dishes, and went to the bathroom. I heard some sobs, and then the shower turn on. I was wondering what was taking her so long. My sisters told me not to worry about it.

She walked to the bedroom, and I got up and followed her.

"Zoey, is everything okay?" She looked at me with tear filled eyes. She just shook her head and Picked out her outfit. It was white skinny jeans, and a pink cheerleading sweatshirt. She kept looking at her wrist, making sure it was convered. I walked over to her.

"Zoey, pull up your sleeve." She shook her head no. "Zoey, pull up your sleeve. Now." She started crying again and walked out the door. Grabbing her phone and keys, she left.

"Good shes gone. Now go get ready for Amber." Ruth told me. I just nodded and got ready.

~Zoeys POV~

I ran out to my car. I was bawling my eyes out. I started the car and went to go meet with my old friend Morgan. I didnt want anyone to know that I started cutting myself. The Payne siblings just oushed me to the limit.

~Liams POV~

I forgot about Zoey when Amber came over. I knew that it felt wrong, but it also felt to right. Amber was about 5'5. She was a little bit chubby, and had long brown hair. She was beautiful. I have to admit. I also have to admit, I kissed her. She didnt kiss me, I kissed her. We were basically making out for what feels like forever. But I hadnt relized the time. Zoey would be home soon. My sisters knew. I forgot. about where she was. Thats what Amber did to me.

I heard the door open, but ignored it.

"Holy fuck." I heard Zo yell. I turned around to her, and she ran to the bathroom.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!"

"Whats wrong baby?" Amber asked me.

"No, Im not your baby." I got up and ran to the bathroom.

"Zoey. Open this door." I heard the crying. I had to knock the door down. "Zoey what the fuck are you doing?" I said lightly. Blood was all over the sink, and her body. She was crying and crying. It was my fault. I caused her to  cut herself. I felt like a terrable person. I knocked the scissors out of her hands and held her close.

"Why would you do this to yourself?"

"Liam, go away. You dont want me here, I get it. Ill just pack up my stuff and live with Tyler."

"Zoey, dont say that. I want you here-"

"No you dont. Ever since you sisters have gotten here, youve been treating my like crap. I litterally was going to try and die today. I didnt want to be living, knowing that the one that I love, doesnt love me. And you showed it. I see you want that other girl. Ill just clean up my mess and leave." I started crying more, and he started too.

I went to the bedroom and started packing up my things. Lia followed me.

"Zoey stop." He started unpacking my bag. "I want you here with me."

"Stop Liam. I dont think I can be with you anymore. You cheated on me. How do I just forgive you that easy? I cant do that Liam. Im sorry. I have to leave." She picked up her bag and headed for the door. I knew I couldnt stop her.

I love Zoey. I always have, and I always will. I just have to find a way to get her back.

And I will to whatever it takes.

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