Stay out of my life

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~Zoeys POV~

I was getting ready for my date with Shane. I was thinking about it, and what would Liam do if he cought be with Shane? Shane was a nice huy, fun to hang out with. But I dont think I would ever be able to have a relationship with him. And I was with Liam. I miss him so much.

~Liams POV~

I woke up and Danielle was still in bed with me. Then My phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I said yawning.

"Hey Li! I miss you so much!"

"I miss you too. What have you been up to?"

"Well, Im going to see my old friend Shane in a little bit. Other than that, nothing."

"Liam? Who are you talking to?"    "Zoey, shush!"

"Who was that Li?"

"Ughm, just a dancer at the tour."

"Whats her name?"

"Thats the thing."

"Is it Danielle?"

"Ughm, well, yeah."

"And your in the same room as her?"

"She went out last night and got a little tipsy. Nothing happened. She just needed a place to sleep."

"So you offered your bed?" Shit.

"Well, yes but-"

"No. You cant be cheating on me right now." She sounded so upset.

"Im not, she came in here this morning to get me up for breakfast."

"OKay, now tell me what really happened. Either way, Im ending this relationship."

"No, dont. I love you!"

"Well, that sucks cause I dont love you."

"Dont be like that. Nothing happened I swear."

"I dont wanna hear your sob story full of shit. I understand you wanna be with Danielle. I understand you dont wanna be with physco me. Its okay."

"Your not physco Zoey. Youve just had a rough life."

"Well, thats a few more cuts to add to my wrists."

"Zoey, dont do that."

"Liam, just stay out of my life." I felt the tears roll down my cheeks. What have I done?

~Zoeys POV~

I threw my phone at a wall and ran to the bathroom. I found the razor that I hid when Liam went away. I started bawling my eyes out. I placed the razor blade on the counter and stared at it. I cant do it. I want to still be on tour. I love hanging out with the boys. I cant do this to myself anymore.

I picked up the razor and threw it in the garbage can. I wasnt going to cut anymore. I cant. I walked back to my room, whiping the tears from my eyes. I cleaned myself ip, grabbed a pair of Nike Pros, and put on Liams sweater.

It still had his sent on it, and I still love him. I just cant get over him. Hes been in my life since forever. I slid on my knee brace, and drove over to the gym. Not like a work out gym, a cheerleading gym. I think I found something to do instead of cutting my anger. I was going to tumble.

I signed in at the desk, and walked to the mats. I dont like to tumble on spring floor, so I went to a different room. I put my bag on the bench, and stood at the corner of the mat. Withen a matter of second, I was doing my round off back handspring fulll. I landed and heard some clapping.

"That was amazing!" a girl with blonde hair said.

"Thanks." I said walking to get water.

"How can you do that without a spring floor?"

"I can do it on the grass too. Plus the strength that I need helps get my anger out, if that makes since." We laughed for a second.

"Why dont I know you?" She asked me.

"I used to cheer for high school, not allstar. I stopped when my friend Liam went away."

"Im Mackenzie by the way."

"Im Zoey. Nice meeting you." She nodded.

"What else can you do?"

"I can do round off triple back handspring full."

"Prove it." And thats what I did. I showed her and she was amazed. "Can I see you on the spring floor? You would be able to like tumble over our heads!"

"Sure. And do what I just did?"

"Yeah, I want a few of my friends to see you." I picked up my back and walked to the spring floor with Mackenzie.

"Girls, this is Zoey. I need you guys to see her tumbling!" I heard a few 'Hi Zoey's and dropped my bag. I went to the corner of the mat. I rolled up my sleeves, and did a round off triple back hand spring double. I landed and looked at the girls. There jaws were like on the floor.

"Shes amazing right?" They nodded.

"Thanks guys. I think I should be getting home now. Thanks for having me."

"Wait, Zoey!" Mackenzie called after me. "I think we should hang out sometime."

"Okay, ughm, whats your number, you can text me er something." She gave me her number and I hugged her goodbye.

~Liams POV~

I just wasnt myself at rehersals, or the interviews. I was still with Danielle. She made me laugh. Maybe it was time to move on. Maybe I should call Zoey...

~Zoeys POV~

I pulled into the drive way and my phone started ringing. I didnt look at the caller ID, and I regret it.

"Hello?"

"Hey Zoey."

"Ughm, Liam?"

"Yeah..."

"What the hell do you want?"

"Hear me out, please?"

"Whatever."

"I didnt know Danielle was going to be in the tour. I had no clue honestly. We were back stage and we were talking. She flirted with me, and to be honest I flirted with her too. After, she wanted to go out. I cant say no to people, its just not me. So I agreed and she got a little tipsy. She told me staying with Olly wouldve been awkard. So I said to stay with the lads and I. When we got there, they told me it was a bad idea. I didnt listen. Its really not Danielles fault. It kind of is, but its mostly mine."

"Okay. Cool."

"So, will you forgive me?"

"Im not being your girlfriend again."

"Im not asking for that, yet."

"So what are you asking?"

"To be atleast friends."

"I guess. Dont think your getting off the hook so easy. I cant trust you. And its going to take a while for you to gain that trust back."

"I will do what ever it takes Zoey."

"Oh! I thought I should tell you."

"Tell me what?"

"I found a new way to get my anger, sadness, anything like that."

"Thats great! What do you do now?"

"I tumble."

"Thats great! Im happy for you!"

"Oh, ughm, so whats going on with you and Danielle?"

"I dont wanna be with her. To be honest, I still love you."

"Ughm, well, I got to go. Dinners ready. Text me whenever er something." I clicked off my phone. Why does life have to be so confusing?

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