Lost

Chapter Four

I was tired and hungry, I wanted food. My lover was the one I missed the most, I don't know how I lived the past 3 days without feeling his comfortness, and oh, I'm talking about my bed.

This was my 3rd day away from my home, my parents, my life…

Suddenly the car stopped.

"So, what are we gonna do with you now?", turns Mike to me and I try to get away from him.

Scenes flash through my mind while all I can see is that disgusting face of his. I want to punch him so bad, but I could barely find any force to move my hand.

It was going late in night, and I was getting scared.

"I'll go first", says Josh.

"First to what?", I say and my voice comes out terrified. Josh comes to me closer and moves his hand through my hair.

"Don't touch me!", I scream. Not for so long, because he closes my mouth. I notice that every cry for help is pointless, we're in the middle of nowhere.

He leans to kiss me and I turn my head not letting him. Mike just stands there watching, and when he sees the urge that Josh has with me, he comes to me, holds my head and Josh crashes his lips with mine. I can't ask for help out there, I can't even scream, so I just kept moaning.

I started punching both of them, but they felt nothing for sure.

It was even harder when they tied my hands and I could only move my legs. They even closed my mouth with a cloth. My wrists were hurting like somebody just cut them. I was so unpowerful.

"We told you to prepare yourself, but you didn't", says Mike. I didn't even look at him anymore cause he made me puke. Every part of his.

They started ripping my clothes till they reached to my underwear. Josh took his top off, I could see his tatoos, but I didn't want to look.

I hated both of them. They were so powerful even though they had days without eating properly.

"You look nice", says Mike holding a beer on his hand. I just look away.

"I bet you're gonna love this one", whispers Josh in my ear.

I was sweating and crying and every part of my body sreamed for help, but it didn't seem to get any.

Both of them start taking off my underwear, too. I start to scream like crazy, but obviosly no one could hear.

Josh moves his hands through my body. How I wish he could just freeze right there.

Mike kisses my forehead and continues lower till he reaches my lips.

Then he just pours that beer all the way down my chest and starts licking it, "This is so delicious, and I'm not talking about the beer", he says.

I didn't know what to do, and even if I did, I couldn't do anything, so I just let it happen.

They keep making me pressure.

Since it's my first time, you know it's really hard for me, and they're playing rough.

And I swear that if they don't stop right now, I'm going to puke all over them. I honestly wish that could just happen, but it didn't.

I was so tired, my head hurt so much that the only thing I could think about was me being home,  relaxed. Instead of being here and seeing myself  like this.

I never thought that I would lose my virginity this way. Not like this. Not being violated.

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Okay guys so it happened.

I think that the other chapter might be from Josh's pov.

Btw, can you guys comment about what you think?

I wanna know how I'm doing since this is the very first story I'm writing.  :)