Living with boys

5✨

• Lucas •

  "Michelle ?"we all said in unison

She rolled her eyes and saw that Javier's baby was crying

She saw him and picked him up

"Shhh , it's okay"she says rocking it

"Why the fuck,would y'all do this in front of a baby ?"she asked

"You was the one who shot the gun"Javier says

"Who's child is this ?"she asked and Javier stepped up 

"Mines"she made a confused but just gave him his baby and looked at jamaine

Jamaine just shooked his head at her to not say anything

"But why the fuck y'all arguing again ?,and Lucas why you here ?"she asks

I chuckled

"How about you ask your friends ,Imma bounce"I say and get my Draco back from jamaine and leave

Michelle

I went after Lucas

"Lucassss"I say

"Michelleeeeee"he says and turns around

I walked to him and gave him a hug

"What's wrong Lucas ?"I asked him

"Nothing"he says

I raised my eyebrow

"Why you lying ?"I asked him

"I promise you,It ain't nothing"he says

I shooked my head

"Text me,so we can FaceTime"I say

"Alright bet"he says and I kiss him on his cheek

He left and I went back inside

"So what happened ?"I asked them and they ignored me

"Hello ?,I know y'all niggas heard me" I say

"Just shut the fuck up,Michelle"Javier says

"Jamaine"I say and he walks past me

I go back upstairs and go into vontaes room

"Hey roach"he says and I roll my eyes

He laughs

"What's wrong , roach ,you and Lucas didn't work out"he says and I get mad

"Why you always messing with me ?"I ask him crossing my arms

"Cause I can ,roach"he says smirking at me and standing up

"Fuck you then"I say and walked out

"Bye , roach !" he yells and I go into my room

"Michelle"jamaine says coming in and closing the door

"What ?"I asked him and rolled my eyes

"Don't tell no one about Javier's kid"he says

I scoffed

"Every time you have to talk to me ,you always telling me what to do or what not to do"I say and he grabs my neck

"I'm Deadass serious Michelle"jamaine says looking at me deeply in my eyes

I lick my lips

"Okay"I say getting lowkey turned on and he gave me a kiss and I kissed him back

"Wait,we can't do this"I say and let him go

"It's alright"he says and smiles at me

I opened the door for him to leave

I went and layed down in my bed and fell asleep

Morning

I woke up and did my hygiene,then threw some clothes on

I walked downstairs and bumped into Javier on accident

"WATCH WHERE U GOING HOE"he yells at me

"IM SORRY,DONT CALL ME NO FUCKING HOE"I yell back

And then everybody starts coming out the room to see what's going on

"YEOOO YOU BUGGING LIKE HELL ,LUCAS DONT WANT YOUR HOE ASS , AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS OKAY TO KISS JAMAINE LAST NIGHT ?"he yells at me

"AND YOU THINK ITS OKAY TO HAVE A CHILD AND HAVE HIM AROUND,WITH YOU GANG BANGING AND SHIT ,THEN LIE TO THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE,YOU PHONY ASS NIGGA" I yell back and he slapped me and my face turned red

I threw a punch but he caught it

"NO WONDER WHY YOUR PARENTS ABUSED YOU"he yelled at me again

"DEPRESSED,BIPOLAR ASS FEMALE DONT EVER PUT MY SON NAME IN YOUR MOUTH AGAIN CAUSE AGAIN IT NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS"he yells at me

"FUCK YOU , JAVIER" I yell as a tear rolls from my eye

"FUCK YOU TOO , SUICIDAL BITCH"he yells back and let's go of me

I ran into my room and slammed my door

I went into my restroom and cut my wrist until blood spilled on the ground

I threw all my shit on the wall

"Michelle !"people were yelling my name but I wasn't paying attention

I screamed on the top of my lungs and took a lot of pills then I passed out a few minutes later

{ this scene is so damn dramatic but oh well 💀}

{I have this good ass story that I've posted but I deleted,so im thinking about publishing it again but I don't know 🤷🏽‍♀️}

{cause the updates on this story might be slow cause I'm still working on ideas,and I might start and imagines book where y'all can request to be in it }

{but if I publish the other book I'll give y'all something else good to read}