Living with boys

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* fun fact , I actually know jamaine in real life . me & him cool , he just don't know I made this book 💀💀 & plus he gotta girlfriend*

𝓶𝓲𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓮 💓

(Michelle is a fucking baddie 🥵 , I'm gonna show you guys the rest of her photos from the photo shoot.)

continueddd....

being here has been enough for me , bullshit just been going on from the day I walked in

I gather all my stuff getting ready to leave

They all hate me , so what's the point of even staying ?, Javier sure does hate me & I hate his ass too with his bitch ass

i had some good moments , mostly with jamaine and vontae

Imma miss them

I sighed and got my stuff and put them in auntie b car .

JAVIER'S STORY

*year of 2016*

"didn't i tell you to do this correctly!" my papa yelled at my mama drunk 

my mama was scared 

"i- i-"

"you what?!"my papa yelled slapping my mama hard in the face 

i got up & took one of his beers & threw it at his face 

once he fell i started to release all my anger out on him & started to beat his ass , all the things he put my mama & me through 

i'm fucking tired of all of it 

"mijo!"my mama said pulling me off of him 

"you're gonna kill him"she says as he was laying out on the floor passed out & bloody 

"aren't you tired of him treating you like this , us like this?" i asked her

"like what , mijo?"she ask me 

"constantly beating on you , hurting you & you're scared of him but you keep letting him stay here mama"i told her

"We need him, i need him , you don't understand" my mama tells me and i push all the things off the counter angry

" we don't fucking need him mama!" I yell at her and she flinches

she grabs her chancla and throws it at me

"Don't ever yell at your mama , pendejo! , GET OUT!" She yells at me and i walk out the house

i pulled out a blunt and lit it

I hate this shit , i can't do this anymore

I walked to the graveyard which was a long walk but as long as I'm not in that house I'm straight

I finally made it to the graveyard, and i went to my brothers grave

he died a year ago , because my papa left him in a building that was on fire , my brother did everything he could to try to get out and call for help but own papa couldn't even save him cause he was so drunk

he burned alive

I feel as if it's all my fault , if i could've just told my brother to stay at home and not go with him

Me and my brother was close he was older than me by two years he taught me more than what my own papa would teach me

He was always there for me i could talk to him about anything

i didn't even realize i was crying , the feeling of being alone and having nobody to talk to is the worst thing ever

can shit get any worse .

I walked back home to notice the front door opened

I slowly walked in thinking my mama forgot to close the door or something

i started to hear unfamiliar voices

"what should we do with them xtreme ?"some random dude asked

"get michelle" the dude "xtreme" says

I hid behind the couch and seen my mama and papa in a chair passed out , looked like they got beat up

then i seen a girl who looked my age walk in the kitchen with this big ass dude , she looked like she was on something by the way she was walking

"Michelle!"xtreme yells scaring me a bit

she looks up at him and starts laughing

"yes papa" she says and falls on the ground

yeah she's definitely on something

the big dude picks her back up & xtreme hands her a gun

michelle cocks the gun and was about to shoot my mama

before i was able to say anything

she started shooting them both in their heads and they immediately dropped

my heart was racing so fast , i started breathing hard

"someone else is here" the big dude says and i pulled out my switchblade

i tried to control my breathing as i seen the big dude walking towards me

Once he found me , i attac

i stabbed him in his chest and he threw me against the wall

I was about to pass out as i seen xtreme walk towards me