Everyone Has Demons

Chapter 3

*Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, it's characters, or any song mentioned/sung*

Chapter 3

You find yourself with a massive hang over, as you shut your car door. It felt good when you felt nothing, but now your head is pounding and it's extremely painful. Nothing you won't get through, you know this because you go through it every morning.

You internally curse when you see her and a jock slip away. 'Quickie'. You make a note to kill the guy later. You know you won't be you want to seem like some sorta man. You look at the bright side. At least she is semi-socializing with people other than stoners and sealers.

'You're not going to be her first'. At the thought if that you find your feet going 10 miles an hour, you mindlessly passing your friends, and ignoring their calls, with Puck and Sam fresh on your trail.

You find yourself in front of the closet door, in which she is fooling around with someone. The two boys behind you watch curiously as you put your hand on the door knob and rest your head against the door. You can't bring yourself to open the door.

'She probably doesn't even remember your name'. You release the door and walk backwards until you hit the wall of lockers. You slid down them and hid your face in your knees. You cry. It's the first time you have actually cried about this. The first time you have felt anything.

You hear your friends asking you what's wrong and telling you it'll be ok. It won't be ok. Nothing will ever be ok. The next thing you know, you're slamming Puck in the wall and elbowing Sam in the face. You quickly apologize and lucky for you they accept.

You hear a door click open. You look over to find her and the jock walking out of the closet. Not a hair out of place, but a smile on their face. Here you are again attacking someone. Tackling them and punching them until you feel 6 hands trying to pull you off. Sam, Puck, and Mr. Shue.

Mr. Shue's speech about how violence is never the answer goes through one ear and put the other. You keep staring at her and she's staring at you. The first time she's look at you in months and you have a black eyes and a gashed lip. You hear Mr. Shue tell you to met him in Figgins office. Now it's just you and her.

You can't bring yourself to walk towards her. So you just stare. "Why?". Your eyes widen at her question. You can't lie, so you don't. You explain that you love her and that you hate that you can't be her first. A brief smile touches her lips but she quickly shakes her head. "Bye Finn". And you lost her. 'Bye Rachel'.

**A/N: sorry it's so short. im experiencing writers block. ughh**