pretty | jung jaehyun

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jung jaehyun,

i keep thinking about what happened yesterday. why did you lie to her? where you ashamed of me? or maybe just afraid she'd get mad if you told her that i bought you your favorite treat? is she your girlfriend? you called her 'baby'. it's not like it matters that much anyway, but... this is not a nice feeling... is this what people call 'jealousy'? i only heard bad things about jealous people and i don't want to be one of them, but... i can't help feeling this way.
i'm feeling blue today.
also, i chose to go on a diet. this is the heaviest i've ever been.
i can't stand looking in the mirror anymore.

if i get a little prettier, then can i be your baby?