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1.07.2020

This morning I slept at 5am.
I couldn't take today off my mind.
I listened to lofi the whole night.
"Please take me to another world"
I didn't want to go through today.
I am not sure which outfit to wear. The green one or that green one?
No? The blue one? Yes?

I was shaking so much at 6am while I sipped on my bitter cold water and stirred in coffee.
I was already full.
Full of many things.

"There are actually 9 sons" my mother's words echoed around the kitchen.
I didn't even know.
Just because of a dream.
Today is ruined.
I could no longer gulp.
My mind panicked.
What is, the first thing, we should do?

                                        -Byeon Jeongha

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