You don't see me as I am but as I was
Today and tomorrow are always gone for me
The past is where I am, where I reside
Always forced to remember your pride
My pain is forever
You look at me and see a face I don't know anymore but never forgotten
Each step and breath I take brings me back home
Not here
Not now
Not with these people
You will always see the old me
The mask I hide behind
I'm a different person now
One filled with pain and hurt inside
You all think I'm happy here but you don't understand
I'm down
I'm lost
I'm gone
I'm stuck with happy memories that don't belong
You look at me but why can't you see that I'm all alone
