Lost

Imagine knowing everyday.. your going wake up ,go to school get hurt mentally and physically.. just because your quite , not one of those "perfect girls".

Hello, I'm Leah I'm 15 been bullied for 6 years .. attempt 5 times , I started when I was 8 .. doesn't matter how old , who you are .. even if your the happy, funny , bubbly girl or boy you can still feel pain , and wants to die .
Diego and Gus are the main ones who have bullied me for 4 and a half years , they always have something horrible to say or do to pull me down .
Week-
Monday:
6:20am , I woke up feeling shit.. like always I had voices in my head "Leah Leah Leah, you ugly . To skinny . Go eat food . DIE D I E"
I got ready for hell other people call it school. Not looking at any mirrors . I hate my self the way I look the way I stand the way I walked the way I did anything.
I left home went to "school" people starred at me they all do , even if I don't no them.
8:14am , I went into form Gus and Diego looked at me are laughed and started to speak about me behind my back I tried to ignore but I just New they where talking about how ugly and weird and how much I'm a freak.
My only friend Kia , she was the quite, fake friends type she came to me to tell me about Diego and Gus and about her family and life problems we sat and talked about life and how great and shit it is.
Life~ life is a quote in its self and in its name , life just is like a semi colon , if you end you can begin again.

Jackson gave me a note it said on the top Leah . Gus and diego .

They call me skinny then call me fat .. what the fuck are they on they know and I know I'm ugly skinny and should kill myself. Everyone word hurt it felt like a knife was getting deeper and deeper inside of me.
Hii! I hope u like the start of this story .. it's going to get quite deep WARNING , I'll be trying to post once a day .. let me know what u think should happen and how u think of the story so far :)