Imagine what's its like to be bullied for the whole of your life believe u look a slightly different than everyone else .. been called ugly , freak ... no one cares
WARNING! SWEARING, QUITE DEPRESSING
Leah~ Do you ever think what other think or have in there head . I wonder if Diego or Gus even care or regret the things they do to me and do to other people. I don't even no why I care as his the one bullying me so why should I believe that regret what they done to me.
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Im never gonna be the perfect girl they want me to be . I guess I just have to agree that I was born this way into the worse I could ever think to be. I always tried to be the popular girl like Milly, Katie and poppy they never feel the pain I do they probably never have thought about it. When I got home my older sister kept trying to speak to me , she wouldn't stop saying my name over and over again repeatedly. I run up into my room and slammed my door I wanted to get away from everything I want to be invisible to everyone like I'm invisible to the teachers. I cry myself to sleep for the 1000 time my mind goes blank I can't think I feel like I cannot breathe . I just lay in pain and silence. Tuesday~ 6:20am Hell once again.. I get up and ready for hell . 7:53am I start walking down the quite , dark road and i see Gus starring at me in the distance he was alone he gave me awkward but sweet smile .. I didn't know if I should just past and make out I didn't see him or say hey .. what if he beats— "Leah! , heyy" he shouts and looks at me with this look I can see his coming close to me. My heart started to race . Umm hey Gus what's up where is Diego? I look at the cracks on the ground, by now it's 8:05am I'm usually at hell by 8:18am. He walks. Beside me and doesn't speak to me just looks at me he had these big glasses which made his eyes look big. He actually looks kinda cute , he brushes his hand across his face to brush his hair out of his face . "How is your life going at the moment" he asks like his one of my friends and actually cares . I stop and don't answer I wonder why his acting this way and he surly knows he brakes me down and makes me feel like utter shit. Fine how about yours, I lie if I told the truth he probably would move away, I quite liked his company. He says "good I guess ", I start to walk faster he drags along 8:26am "What's the rush who rushes for school" the tone of his voice goes higher , i look at him and look back down at the cracks on the concrete. We Arrive at hell 8:28am we walk to form with each other it's like he thinks he never done anything I try and not think about that. We walk into form he opens the door for me I try to not blush I have butterflies in my stomach I looked and gave a little smile and looked straight away everyone sat down and looked at us, Diego looked at Gus and mumbled under his breathe " why you with her" he looked and moved away from him. I sat down and looked at Kia she smiled at me I turned around and caught Gus looking at me. Miss Kelly ran into the room and shouted " I'm so sorry class " she slammed her bag on the desk, resistor.. 9:03am "Leah!" Gus runs to catch up with me , I smile , Gus you okay "I'm now great how about u, I just wanted to walk with u to lesson " He looks at me with that love eye look We get to class I sit next to Adam and Maisie, Adam kept asking do u love Gus? Does he love u? How long have u loved each other ? Are u dating ? I shout stop! I slam my hand on the desk , he shuts up.
