When My Heart Stops [hoshi] ✔️

Chapter 19

You stared at the dark sky as you remembered at what Soonyoung's told everyone

"I ONLY have Saera"

You didn't feel jealous but you felt very angry and broke. You were angry because Saera lied to him and you broke because Soonyoung didn't remember anything except himself

You went to your shelf and took an album that is full of your photos with Soonyoung. You opened the book and you took one of the photo

The photo made you remembered the first time he confessed to you

Flashback

It was when you're 18 and he is 19. At that time, you were spacing out because you were rejected by the person who you had a crush on, Taehyung

You were sad as you heard his responses

"Youre not my type and pls..a nerd like you never make me excited" Taehyung responded and left with his friends

You thought you were very stupid. Like, why would a handsome and sexy guy likes a nerd? Thats impossible!

As you looked at the plain ceiling, you felt a hand touched your hand. You gasped as You saw a beautiful eyes looking at you with a sweet smile plastered on his face

"Why are you here?" You asked as you tried to avoid eyes contact

"Is it wrong for me to be here..with you?" He asked back and lifted your chin

"N-no" you sluttered as your ear turned red

"Minhee..are you alright?" He asked as he looked at your face

"I'm okay" you answered and shot him a smile

"Don't lie. When you lie, your index finger will tap something and i saw you did just now"

You realised that you were taping the hard floor. You made it stop and wondered how he know your habit. Probably a weird habit of choi minhee

"I always watch you. Thats why i know" he said and looked at the sky

"You like to draw something amzing like nature. You love Cats than dogs and you love to make handcraft activities such as bracelet and necklace" he continued and smiled

He held your hands. You could feel your heart was about to burst out of your ribcage

"How do-"

"I know you were rejected by that jerk. For sure, he is a badass. He likes a girl that has beautiful appearance but not beautiful personality. You have beautiful personality Minhee" he said and looked at you in the eyes. His eyes showed sincere and love

"Soonyoung..i'm-"

"Thats why i like you" he FINALLY confessed

"Soonyoung..i didn't know you watched me daily and i didn't know you know me very well than the boys and..i didn't know you.. like me" you said and looked at your hand and his. He interlocked your hands with him

"Whats your reason to like me? Im just a normal girl and a nerd. A girl who doesn't know anything about trending news or fashion. I'm just a tra-" before you could finish your sentence,

You felt his lips crushed on you. Your eyes widened in shock but somehow, you let him kiss you.

He pulled the kiss for a break. You saw his face and he looked very sincere about his feelings for you

"You're the most beatiful girl that i've ever known. For me, your beauty amazed me" he cupped your face

"Maybe giving him a chance is alright..rite?" You thought

Without you knowing, you leaned in and kissed his lips. He moved his hand to the back of your head to make your face more closer. He deepen the kiss which made you feel loved

He stopped for awhile, worried if he is crossing the line

"I'm alright" you told him as your ear turned red. Embarassment alert1!1!1!1!. "The kiss is called french kiss?" You asked as you laughed awkwardly

"I don't know lol. Did i kiss you perfectly?" He smirked

"I..don't know! Dont smirk at meee like that" you hit his arm. He held your hand as he looked at you in the eyes

"I sincerely love you" he said while hugging you

End of Flashback

Your tears were flowing down to you cheek. The floor was a little bit wet because of your endless tears

You heart became dark and your mind became empty. You rip the photo apart and crushed it plenty of times.

You was about to burn all the photos inside the album. However, your heart told you to not burn them.

But why? Why can't you burn them all even tho you wanted to? Whyi you is not brave to burn them? Why is it so difficult for you to do it?

To be Continued..☆..