Kailey's P.O.V
I sat in my room alone. Feeling depressed as ever. Alyssa knows it. She's been visiting me and trying to cheer me up. But nothing works. She says Adam would want me to move on and have nice adorable babies and that me and him we'll see each other in heaven. But I'm not going to die. Unless someone uses a stake or silver bullet on me. She caught me trying to shoot myself but stopped me. He would want me to live and do as she said but how? How can I love again? How can I find love again? All these questions rushed through my mind as I was lost in my train if thought. Then I hadn't noticed Alyssa sitting beside me. She came here a few minutes ago. She snapped her fingers in front of my face I snapped out if my daze. "Are you even listening to me?" She asked. I looked at her. "N-No,sorry." I said. She sighed. "It's fine,never mind it wasn't that important anyways,so whatcha wanna do?" She asked. "The Park?" I asked. She nodded with a small smile. We got up and I grabbed my black bag with a skull on it and hooked it over my right shoulder. She already had her purse and we walked out the door to her car. We got in and she started driving. It wasn't that long before we got there and had tons of fun. (Not like that,you dirty minded people😏😉)
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When we hopped back in her car she looked at me and said,"Wanna go get some ice cream?" "But I'll get even more fatter." I said. She rolled her eyes. "No you won't,plus your not even fat,are you kidding me? Your actually skinny! Skinnier than I am actually." She said. I laughed. "Excuse me but your petite,I'm the one with the gut here." I said. She hit my shoulder. "Stop! You don't even have a gut so shut up! and for your information I'm not petite I'm your average skinny I guess if you want to call it that." She said. I rolled my eyes. "Ok,Ok.whatever we can get ice cream." I said and sighed. "Yay!" She said with a grin and clapping her hands like a little kid who just got a puppy. I giggled. She started driving to Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Place. They had the most amazing ice cream ever! I was so excited! Once we got there she ordered a medium sized bowl with coffee ice cream and M&M's over it. I got a Cookies & Cream Milkshake. We sat in the car and ate our ice cream. "This is delicious!" I said with a mouthful of it in my mouth. She laughed. "Girl! It's always been delicious!" She said. I laughed. We finished our ice cream and threw them away then she dropped me off at my place and drove away. I sat on the couch and turned on the t.v. I wish I could cuddle up to Adam on the couch as he strokes my hair and we watch Disney movies together. I wish he could hold me close as we slept together in bed. I wish we could go out on more dates like we used to. I wish he could wrap his arms around my waist as I made breakfast and he would kiss my cheek. I wish he was still here. I guess I need love again.
