pastel okisuko. I Try My Hardest...

done.

I'm... ignored once more.
labeled with 'do not touch'.
I try to fix it but I'm in such a rush I mess it all up.
So I gave up.
I'm done...
I'm done with being told that what I need is not a necessity.
I'm done with a this bullshit I get because I'm the only responsible one around.
Getting hit with every insult you can come up with.
I'm done being a punching bag for the ppl who are supposed to love me.
I'm done...
So I'll leave.
Leave the world as it is because my death would make the world so much better.
Hang myself.
OD.
Drown.
It doesn't matter.
I want to leave.
And no one will talk me out of it, cuz no one cares... I'm used to it.
So I'll die happy knowing that you'll be even happier with me gone.