Make It Last Forever

Chapter 1

Beep Beep Beep!!
The sound of my alarm 🚨 coming from the bedside table slowly brung my body and mind from its sleeping slumber. After yesterday and the long meetings about inventory, the total gains and losses, and production for today's photo shoot, my body was yearning for at least another hour or two. Slowly reaching over to shut off the noise coming from my phone, my eyes adjusted to the light and the picture of my beautiful 2 year old baby boy Bryson Jayceon Taylor. While I'm away on business for this shoot, he's with my parents for the week and I'm so anxious to get back to him. I'm Beyoncé by the way, 29 years old with a business degree from NYU. Owner and CEO of IVY PARK clothing company. I started my business straight out of college at that age of 23. While it hasn't always been easy, it's definitely been well worth it. Bryson was born when I reached the prime with my company and things started to level out. May 21, 2016 was when I had Bryson and all hell broke lose in my life with his father Jayceon Taylor. It's crazy how you think you know someone and in reality you know nothing about them at all other than the lies they told you. When he hurt me, I gave up on love completely. I vowed that I would only focus on giving Bryson the best life and continuing to grow my company through my vision. Walking away from JT was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I was in love. I thought that we would have the perfect life together even though I knew there was no such thing as perfect. A woman can dream right. I thought that since I had Dee everything the right way, finishing high school, going to college and making an honest woman of myself that only good things would come my way. Little did I know, my good thing, came in sheeps clothing. I'm met JT my senior year of college at an off campus party.

Flashback**

"Bey!!" my best friend Kelly yelled over the loud music.
Turning my head in her direction I did a slight nod letting her know I was listening.
"I'm heading to the kitchen for another drink, you want anything?" She asked. "No, I'm fine, one of us have to be sober enough to get us home." I laughed. Followed by a small chuckle from her.
"Come on Bey, we're graduating from college, one more drink isn't going to hurt your grades or your reputation." " loosen up a little and relax" she finished.
"Kels, I'm fine, you know this is not my seen. You enjoy yourself, besides I have to meet my parents at the airport in the morning, I'm not trying to hear a lecture from either of them trying to explain why I'm hungover and driving."
"Alright, okay okay, I get it" she said while throwing her hands up as a sign of giving up. " I just wanted you to at least enjoy one college party with out regretting it after graduation is over." She stated while walking away.
I let out a deep sigh, before grabbing her arm and saying, "one more drink Kels, and that's all I'm doing." Her smile immediately returned to her face as she did a little jump up and down. I could only laugh as I watched her diss appear into the crowd as I held my space on the wall. As Slow Motion by Juvenile played through the speakers of the house and the smoke from the weed, black and molds, and cigarettes filled the air, I could feel another body had joined my on the wall. Paying it no mind thinking it was someone who may be trying to sober up I kept my head down while slowly grinding my hips to the music. It was only then, when I heard, " you bout to fuck that wall up ain't you" that I turned my head and saw this gorgeous guy with light brown eyes that reminded me of fall. He was dress in a simple black shirt and black pants with a few gold chains around his neck and a black hat with the letter c in white. It was only then that he turned his head and look down at me that he smile and I became lost in his trance. That smile was everything. I could only smile back at him before replying, "are you jealous of the wall?" He began to laugh and so did I. "I'm Jayceon by the way" he said while extending his hand for me to shake. " you can call me JT." "Beyoncé, but who said I wanted to call you anything?" I said with a little sarcasm in my voice. He continued to smile and said, "you'll be calling me daddy sooner or later" while looking me up and down. **pause** the virgin in me mixed with the drinks Kelly had been giving me became very excited **play** "confident much?" I asked him. "I'm just calling it like I see it" he said while turning his body to me leaning on the wall. Feeling his breath on my neck sent shivers down my spine. I was hoping that he didn't notice but I soon realized he had, " do I make you nervous ma?" he asked. " not at all" I said. If God was listening I knew he would strike me dead in that moment. I took the last sip of my drink hoping that Kelly would soon return with the other one to calm my nerves. Just as the thought left my mind she came handing me a drink different from the last. "Sorry girl" she said " that line was a little long in the kitchen" "it's fine I told her" I soon realized that she was looking between me and JT and her eyebrows started to wiggle. I heard a small chucked from my left and soon Kelly whispered in my ear, "get it girl, leave college with a bang" I couldn't help but to laugh at her antics and brush it off. Shanking my head and taking another sip of the drink realizing it's more alcohol than there is anything. As the night went on, Kelly soon left with her boyfriend of the past 6 months leaving me with JT. We talked and I soon learned he was the captain of the football team and he was majoring in sports. He was soon to be drafted into the NFL at the end of the season and graduation. He was from Compton, California but chose NYU to get a Change of Scenery once graduating from high school. As time went on, I told him about myself and my majors and family. He went on to explain his fascination with stars as I pointed out his many tattoos. My correlation and his correlation were on two different levels and I soon understood the true meaning was gang affiliation. As the night went on and many drinks later we ended up back at my door room on the bed fighting to see who could get who out of their clothes the fastest. He indeed won as I was only wearing a small form fitting dress I borrowed from Kelly and a thong. As I felt him kiss me on my neck down to the center of my breast, I arched my back off of the bed. The feeling from his lips and tongue, as they licked and sucked on my extremely hard mound brought moans from my mouth I didn't know I could muster. As his hand left my left boos and traced down my stomach to the inner folds of my thighs, I was anticipating what would happen next. His hand lightly touched my clitoris sending a wave of shock through my body. I had to look down and make sure this is real and not o e of my fantasies I know myself to have. Looking down as he's looking right into my eyes as he's placing sweet kisses down my stomach making me breath even harder. Closing my eyes and feeling the last kiss on my thigh before his lips latches on to my engorged clitoris, I could no longer suppress the moans. "Ohhh my god" I exclaimed coming up off the bed and onto my elbows with my head hanging back. The way that he worked his tongue in and out of my folds. Up and down each side. The way he attacked my clitoris while locking my body into place using his forearms under my butt to prevent me from any further movements. "Uhh yes" I screamed while grabbing the sheets into a tight fist. "You like this shit, don't you?" He asked. The vibrations from his voice along with his lips slurping on my clit sent something to the pit of my stomach I've never felt. "Talk to me my" he said "you like it don't you?" I could only reply with "yes" as I felt my body would burst into flames at any moment. Then next thing out of his mouth was "yes, who?" At that moment I could resist. I could control my body, let alone the things that came flying out of my mouth. "Yesssss, Daddddyy I like it!!!" "Uhh yess" "JT, baby, it feels so good". He sent me over the edges as he said, "cum for daddy". That just what I did, my body convulsed and my muscles tightened as my legs were threatening to lock him into position forever. As I came down from my high, he traveled back up my body with a condom in hand. I immediately attacked his lips only stopping for a second for him to slide the condom onto his shaft. When I looked down, I wanted to call everything off, I wanted to stop at that point. The size of his dick and with me being a virgin, I imagined a Mack truck trying to slide into a straw. He must've noticed I was nervous by the look on my face. "I won't hurt you" he said. I could only nod at this point as he positioned himself between my legs and placed the head at my opening. Slowly he began to enter me. Slowly i felt myself being welcomed into true womanhood. Barely being past the entrance we both felt and heard a small "pop". My mouth had formed an "o" shape and the pain began to subside. He looked at me and then continued. Inch my inch he filled me up and once he was completely in, he kissed me and allowed me to become use to his size. I could only think if I was suppose to tell him I was a 23 year old virgin, or is this how it was suppose to go? He began to rock his hip in and out sending so much pleasure down low. I began to relax and wrap my arms around his shoulders. Rocking my body underneath matching his rhythm. He sped up and so did I. "Damn" he said while sucking on my neck. The harder he got, the hotter my core became. "Shit" he grunted "ohhh" I said hitting the spot I knew I would soon be reaching my peak and my body would endure another orgasm. "JT, baby" "yeah" he replied without stopping the thrusting. "You're too deep" "I'm almost there baby" he said " this shit feels so good ma" " oh my god" where the phrases that soon left his mouth. The closer he was to coming, the hated he went. I'd be lying if I said it didn't feel good. " Uhhh, baby, I- I'm a-a- I'm about to cum" "let it out baby" was all he said before I felt my rivers flow. Only this time it lasted longer due to the friction from the constant rubbing from his pelvis to mine. "Uhhhhhh, yesssssss, uh uhh uhhh uh" "oh shit I soon heard" "I'm about to come too baby" followed by the sexiest noise I've ever heard. "Ugghghhhh uhh uhh FUCKKKKKKK" he said before collapsing on top of me. I lay ther for awhile trying to gain my composure and come to terms that I had lost my virginity to someone I had met on the first night. So many things were running through my head. They were soon pushed to the side as I felt a strong arm grab me and place me on his chest. We didn't utter a sound. The only noise was each of us catching our breaths. Soon sleep found us both. This was the start of my happiness and also the end to it.

**Flashback over**

After reliving the moment I began to get ready for the day. Starting with a shower hoping that I could was off the last 4 years of my life, excluding having my child. Bryson was the best thing that came out of the relationship with JT. Stepping out of the shower and wrapping my body into a towel. I head to the mirror and began to whip the fog off. Ohh the irony, I wish someone would've wiped the fog from my eyes so that I could see things for what they really were. Following my morning routine of face cleansing and moisturizing my body, began to get dressed in a black business suit with a white button up undershirt. Adding a black tie that I place loosely around my neck and pulling the button up sleeves through the arms of the suit jacket and a hat to add more of a stylish statement to the ensemble. Lastly finishing off the look with a pair of black red bottom heels and few squirts of my "heat" perfume. Grabbing everything fine the hotel room including the key as I head to the office for the meeting. Already knowing this will be a long day since after the meeting is the photo shoot.

Bryson Terrell Taylor 2 years old 💙

Jayceon "JT" Taylor, Bryson's father

Kelly "Kels" Rowland, Beyoncé's best friend

Soooo...... I know I started another book a while ago but didn't finish, but this one has been in my mind and it won't leave me alone lol. Tell me how/if you like it and if you think I should continue. 5 votes and 5 comments and I'll upload the next chapter tonight.

Until next time!! ❤️ beylove9481