Caramel Macchiato | j.jk

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#1

Today was the day that I finally told you my name. It was cute how focused you were making coffee for other people, I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy at the thought but I didn't have the right to be jealous.

Today was also the day that I decided to write these 'letters' to you, I often saw you writing something on a blank piece of paper before stuffing it in your apron.

I wonder who you wrote those for. That person must be lucky. No wonder why you always have that toothy smile whenever I walk in.

I wish that I could be the reason why you smiled.

#4

Jeon Jungkook.

I never thought that the mere thought of a name would cause my heart to jump and beat rapidly. I never knew about your name until you wore your ID the next time that I visited.

Your name gave me excitement that I never felt before.

#8

Maybe it was a pretty stupid thing for me to do, to immediately rush out of school and head to cafe in the middle of a storm.

But I wanted to see you.

The day went horrible, things didn't go right and I messed up so many times. Seeing you was the only source of joy that I had right now.

I remember feeling so afraid that you would look at me weirdly for rushing into the cafe soaking wet. But you didn't. You rushed up to me and gave me a towel to dry myself.

Then you held my hand.

#11

I wanted to be braver that time. I wanted to actually talk to you. So instead of sitting in that chair while anticipating him. I sat by the counter, watching you work.

I soon found out that you were still a student just like me, and that you had something else that you were doing but you didn't really tell me what it was.

I couldn't help but be at awe at how hardworking you were, you were the type of person who put his heart into everything that you do.

Even if it was just making my coffee.

I remember that day clearly because when my phone buzzed while you were writing something down for your lover or special someone.

"Hi, sorry, I can't make it today. Maybe next time?"

Then I replied with an, "Ok."

#12

I snapped at you today, when you were asking if I wanted to take off my jacket.

If by chance, if somehow, you got to read this. I'm sorry if I did, I just didn't want you to see what was below those sleeves. Things weren't really going well, and I may have... scratched myself a bit too hard.

I didn't want to upset you.

#15