I was fifteen years old when I thought i knew who I was and what I wanted . The situation I was in wasn't exactly the best . My parents wanted a divorce I was a freshmen and I had plenty of things on my mind .
I had thought of coming out to my friends as bisexual but I really didn't trust any of them except a girl I had once had a crush on . Her name was Marlene . She was kind and very intelligent she was friends with a lot of people in school and treated everyone nicely.
Since I was in seventh grade I had a giant crush on her but I never really told anyone . We were seat partners in Technical Architecture class , we barely talked but I felt like I could be myself around her.
It wasn't until freshman year when we actually became close . We talked all the time , in study hall we hanged out and talked for hours about random topics . Marlene was very special to me and helped me hate school a little less.
Unfortunately she moved Sophomore year to another country and we would only talk via text message or phone calls .
But as it was expected our friendship was broken apart by the distance.
High school ended and I started collage , my first year was great I got in a relationship with a gorgeous girl named Rose. My mother was very happy with my relationship since I had not had a girlfriend my entire high school years.
But something was missing , I loved Rose she was special and kind but I didn't feel any kind of excitement . I did not feel my heart skip a beat whenever she kissed me or any butterflies or whatever people in love say they feel.
I then realized I was lying to myself.
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Short StoryAt the age of twenty my parents expected the best of me , good grades a kind girlfriend and a well paid job . Suddenly my life gave a turn and my entire world changed leaving me alone and destroyed until i finally found myself once again. - Based...
