nightly thoughts part 6

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   Friends. What is a friend? A friend is a person you would typically go to for support, a friend is someone to pass the time with.  I ask myself, do I have these so called friends? Someone else could answer for me and say "sure!" But what I want to khnow is,  do I have real friends? I don't really think so. Do you sometimes feel all alone? Like there's no one you can trust? Like you tell them something but in the end they don't really give a shit and are in their own world?several people I call my friends are like this, although I know I might just be over thinking this I know it's true. This leads into the fact that almost everyone is lonely, no matter who you are or who you think you are. I am very lonely, mentally not physically. I am lonely in my head. I don't really talk much about how I'm feeling or how much I fucking hate myself or how much I may live someone. I don't do this because , I don't like to feel vulnerable.  And what feels best with loneliness? Is is vulnerability?  No defiantly not, that's like putting two aggressive bears in a cage, in other words DON'T DO IT.
                         Until next time
                    Bye.











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