Hana-ah~
I heard his sweet voice coming out through the same teddy bear. My heart started racing like a horse. Is it really his voice?!
"I'm really sorry if I've hurted u. Its not that I forgot ur birthday but.......I was just busy with something else....... Plz don't get sad.... Its fine if u don't forgive me but that beautiful smile on ur face should never go....I feel like my day is complete when I see u smile.....I always want u to be happy.....and I know u might be wondering why I'm telling u all these thing like this?......I'm sorry but I'm never able to confront u..... The thought of u being mad at me makes me scared.....what if u dont accept me?! What if ur feelings for me have changed?! I've always wondered how would u react when I say these words....the words that I've been longing to say from the first moment I realized it.......
Hana..... I love u
I loved u so much that I could never confront u.......I loved you so much that seeing u with someone else made my heart crack every time.... I loved u so much that one drop of tears falling from ur eyes would make me want to kill myself.....Will u love me in the same way if I'll ever be able to tell u while you are in front of me? Will we able to be together.... Forever...?"
My heart was beating uncontrollably. But....why would he?...I mean a toddy bear?....wait a second TEDDY BEAR!
I opened the big closet of my room which had all the teddy bear he gave me. I took out all of them one by one and pressed on to its belly. Through all of them came same voice with same words "Hana I love you" I clutched the Teddy bear tight in arms and cried onto it.
That's why when ever I confessed to him, he gave me these as his answers. Why was I so dumb to not understand you? Why?!.......
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Only If I Had Told You || Jeongin ff
Hayran Kurgu"I love you" I said while facing the ground. And as always he smiled and handed me a teddy bear. I looking at him hoping for his reply but he turned his back on me and went away. Questions started to pop in my mind. "Why he didn't reply me?" "Don't...
