Saved my life... Maybe

Chapter 2

Zach's POV

"G-Graser?" Amber asked. I froze. I haven't met a fan before, none of them know what I look like. Oh god.She's cute, but what if she thinks I'm ugly. I can't date a fan, can I?

"Y-you know who I am? I didn't think a cute girl like you would like minecraft and watch someone who is as ugly as me." She lifted up her sleeve. There were cuts. So many cuts, one still dripping blood, must be recent. I took her arm, and kissed it the scars and cuts.

"You think this is cute?" She asked me.

"I think you need someone to love and care for you, I would be glad to be that parson."

She started tearing up.She lifted her shirt, more cuts and scars. I rolled up her other sleeve. There were so many cuts. I don't care what it takes, I will protect her. I went and hugged her. She cried into my chest, I just stood there, holding her. I wasn't looking for a relationship, I don't think she is either, but all I know is I want to be there for her. Help her scars heal.

"T-thank yo-u" She stuttered. She pulled out her broken phone. She hugged me goodbye, and they left. Later that night I couldn't get her off of my mind. I tried to record an SG with HBomb. 

"Hey, Graser, are you feeling okay?" H asked. That set me off, I started to cry.

"I-m fine." He paused his recording.

"Graser..."

"What" I snapped.

"What's wrong? There's something on your mind, and I want you to tell me."

"I can't tell you....I'm sorry."

"Graser c'mon you can tell me, I'm not recording."

"Fine...I need to tell someone...I'm sorry Amber."

"Amber..? Does Graser have a girlfriend?"

"No, I don't, I met her today, these two guys were beating me on the sidewalk, she found me."

"Wait, wait. Two guys were BEATING you?"

"Yeah...No big deal. It happens everyday."

"Oh, Graser..."

"Anyways, I didn't want to walk home so I asked her for a ride. She agreed, drove to my house, I invited her and her friend inside, we got inside, I said Hi to Shadow and Marley. Long story short, she knows who I am. I told her that I didn't think that a cute girl like herself would like minecraft and watch someone as ugly as me."

"Okay...I'm with you."

"She lifted up her sleeve...." I started crying.

"Oh..god. Graser, you don't mean..."

"Sh-she cut-s.." I started crying harder.

"No..."

"That's not all. She has cuts all over her stomach and on the other arm as well...I kissed her cuts." 

"Graser...why didn't you tell me earlier.."

"I can't stop thinking about her.. It's not love, I'm worried... What if she starves herself..or kills herself.." I start crying more. "I wish I had gotten her number.. I need to hear her voice, make sure she's okay. I promised myself after she showed me her arms, that I'd protect her,no matter what."

H muted himself.

"H, I gotta go find her, she lives on my street, I just don't know which one... Don't overthink this, It's my problem, not yours."

He unmuted himself, he was crying.

"G-raser..?"

"Yeah, bud?"

"Can I come to Canada and help?"

"Up to you. I gotta go and find her. Bye H.

"Bye.."

I hung up. I put on my shoes and walked out the door. I have a plan. I'll knock on everyone's door, and if they answer, and it's not her, ask for a cup of sugar, or coffee.

First door. I knocked, about a minute later a guy who looks about my age answers.

"Hi! Sorry to bother you, but do you by any chance have some coffee, I ran out and I don't have a car right now."

"Uhm.. yeah hold on." He said and went to his kitchen, he came back with  bag of coffee. "Will this be enough?"

"Yes! Perfect! Thank you so much!"

About 7 houses later, no one answers, the car's there, it's familiar...AMBER!! I begin to panic and knock harder and harder. I look through the window and saw something I didn't want to see.

Ayee. So how are the feels? Normal? Sorry for the cliffhanger, I had to. Gimme your opinions on the story so far. I made the cover, so please don't use it without permission. Thanks bunches! Love you! Stay beautiful! -Kamryn