Victuuri fanfic

Awake, but not for long

The very next day
Victors prov
I woke up, in a hospital bed. I looked around in a panic. "Why am I here? What's going on? Where's yuuri?!" I almost screamed, but as soon as I looked to my right, I saw him. The adorable partner of mine, sleeping in one of the hospital chairs. I smiled at him and relaxed a little, knowing he is here made it better. I was so bored that I closed my eyes and started to drift off to sleep.

1 hour later

I awake by the doctors talking to yuuri, I don't dare to move though.

"So...are you ready..?" Someone asked
"Yes..." yuuri said, almost sobbing
"Okay....Go day your final goodbyes son, I'll be back in 10 minutes to pull.." the guy said

"To pull what?" I thought. "Final goodbyes?"I'm so confused. As I was about to open my eyes I feel a warm hand touch mine, yuuris hand.

"V-victor......I-I love you so much.......I-I dong want to let g-go.....but..." yuuri says, tears falling onto my chest.
I don't say anything, I stay silent, and still. Then I feel warm lips on mine, and I can't take it. I put my hand on the back of his head and deepen the kiss, it's like I've been waiting for years to do this. Yuuri gasps and jumps back.

"V-victor! You're awake !" He screams with tears in his eyes.

I just chuckle and look at him, he looks like hell. His hair is all nappy, black circles under his eyes, real skinny.

"B-baby...? What happened...?" I asked him very concerned.
"Don't focus on me" he says "focus on you being alive"
This really confused me, what does he mean "alive"? I asked myself.