Alpha Storms Queen|| BWWM

Chapter 1 ( unedited version )

Amina

The look of disgust that i received from my fellow pack mates always destroyed my soul little by little, being looked down upon by the people I use to call my friends broke a piece of my heart almost every time. Everyday I would receive looks from my pack member' just

because I was black and was a omega.
They had made it seen as if it was my choice on being black. Wheb really it wasn't, that they moon goddess made me black.

The scent of pancakes and bacon filled the air as I quietly prepared food for the pack, you see as a Omega. Your duties we're to clean all the rooms in the pack house , water the gardens , prepare food and watch the children. Oh and receive the daily beatings courtesy of the Alpha
I continued cooking the food making sure that it was cooked to perfection , once I had completed this I set up the table placed the plates and juice. Then left the room , Omegas weren't allowed to eat with pack and were only allowed to eat after everybody.

I silently walked up stairs to my "room" which really was the attic with a mattress, mirror, cupboard and a small bathroom attached to it. I opened the door and checked on my daughter, Iman before proceeding to the bathroom.

4 years ago I was raped by her father, I had been 15 at that time,  when I was walking back to the pack house at night. I had been sent to go buy more food for the house by the alpha. I then left the house without forgetting leave with my daily beating and threats.  Diego , Iman's father, had been following me the whole journey there untill when I was about to leave he snatched me, took me to the alley then processed to rape me as I lay there screaming for somebody to save me. Diego then came inside of meand walked away, leaving me shaking and my coochie on show.

I ran some water in the bath and brushed my teeth whilst humming to Khalid singing  Angels . My mind slowly started to womder , I couldn't help myself  but believe what some of the pack members would call or say about me. They would call me all types of nasty names like:

Whore
Slut
Black nigger
Disgusting dog
Shit face
Useless whore
Horrible mother
Just die already

I try to act like what they say doesn't bother me and continue with my path , but really it does hurt more than any of them could imagine. It destroys my soul everyday.  And slowly I began to listen to them , wanting to end my life so that everyone could be happy. But then I can't leave Iman behind , who would take care of her , who would love her , who would watch Ben10 with her. This world is far to cruel she won't survive, it will eat her up then throw her away. So I stay strong, I tell myself that everything is going to be alright.

"Mommy, where are you" I turned around and saw my baby looking around for me. "Im right here baby , come take a bath, if your good today I promise I'll take you to the park later" I said whilst cooing at my baby "okay mommy" Iman ran into my arms in a fit of giggles , I took off her pajamas then put her in the bath adding some lavander bubbles.