Thanks Rydel far your appreciation i said thanking her
and I'll do anything in my power to take care of this baby Riker said
awe baby i know you will kissed him once more and pulled back i ran upstairs in excitement Riker i love you i said lying on the bed
i love you to baby Riker said hovering over me and kissing me i brought my face to his and we kissed it went on for a good 15 minutes i love the taste of his lips on mine but then i decided that we should watch some TV so i kissed one more time and i turned on the TV to some cartoons like we always do we laughed and laughed over and over again then i fell asleep on Riker's shoulder and holding on to him and then I felt sick again i went into the bathroom i mean ran in the bathroom and threw up Riker held my hair again like he always does he's so sweet i couldn't stop this time it went on for an hour then i finally stopped then i got up i changed into a sundress and some high heels with my sunglasses so no one can see the bags under my eyes i haven't got a lots of sleep ever since I figured I was pregnant i am happy to have a baby but I'm to young I'm still in High School I'm not even in college yet but i have to take care of this baby and i have a great guy to help with that hes so sweet to me he treats me like a lady and that I'm the only one for him tomorrow i start going to school again and i have to act like i don't feel anything i just fell asleep on Riker's chest he stroke his hands threw my hair rubbing my head trying to make me less stressed about the baby i couldn't help my morning sickness but i have go to school i want a good education and i want a good job and a good college but i cant freaking do that if i have a freaking kid on the way when i have it I'm going to put it up for adoption i cant handle a baby on my own well i have Riker but that kid will get in the way of everything i dream of i think I'm going to talk about it tomorrow with Riker after school he needs to know that i am probably putting him or her up for adoption but its up to him and his actions around the baby weather or not to keep it or give it away its a hard decision to make and that's my decision but also maybe what Riker said was true like he will be a good baby daddy but it depends on his actions if he can prove that he would be a good dad for the baby so I'm not going to tell him until I'm sure so yeah i was thinking about it all night while i was sleeping
*Dream*
me and Riker just had the baby its a girl we both named it Raven North Lynch since me and him got married he did end up being the dad i always knew would be good for my kids we had like 3 kids running around 2 boys and one girl and we just had the 4 Th one witch is another girl all there names where the first boy had blond hair like his dad he had my eyes and nose and Riker's hair and lips and his name is Rickie North Lynch and he is 4 years old the other boy had Burnett hair with Riker's eyes and nose and mouth his name was Jackson North Lynch and hes about 3 years old and the girl had my hair my features mt eyes nose and mouth she looked exactly the ame as me went i was little her name is Rikkie North Lynch and shes 2 years old and the baby you already know just born looks like Riker she has all his features and he ending up to be the right guy to get married to and to have kids with and i was wrong to think for one second that he wouldn't be the right guy for me
*end of dream8*
today i woke up without my morning sickness i was surprised i got out of bed because Riker wasn't there anymore he was in the kitchen i got dressed in a crop top that says Sassy and i put skinny jeans on and a little bit of makeup i had my dads necklace on and dangling earrings i didn't feel sick at all he dropped me off and him too we walked to class and i sat down feeling nothing but excitement the Mr.Riker told the class to sit down so we all did and then he wrote down an assignment on the white board and we followed all the white board instructions then later it was lunch i went to the cafeteria then sat by myself cause I'm left out I'm a nobody at this school then Todd comes up to me
