Crave

Gerard is real 😋

Frank and my wedding is on October 31, 2005 which is Frankie' s birthday. I am so excited to marry Frank because he is my soul mate. He has always been my soul mate. Frank ran in the living room crying. " What's wrong babe? " I said in a puzzled voice. He sobs as he says, " m-m-my mmmom d-died!" As I tried to comfort him he pushed away my effection.

" Frankie I'm so Sorry. "  I said quietly as I started to shed a tear. She was like a mother to me ... She was going to be my mother. Frank and I sobbed. " w-we n-need to p-p-postpone the w-wedding. " Frank said. " I completely understand." I said trying not to break down.

That night he sobbed into my shoulder but I didn't care all I cared about was if he was going to be alright. I woke up but Frank wasn't there. " FRANK .. FRANK.. YOU THERE?" I said. Then I walked into the bathroom and he was in the tub his wrists were slit and he was bleeding out. He went unconscious. " HELP HELP ... SOMONE PLEASE... HELP! " I  said sobbing until it turned in a historical cry for help. The neighbor heard and busted open the door. " What's wrong!? " said our neighbor. His name is Ray. 

" F-F-FRANKIE H-HES I T-THINK HE'S D-D-DEAD!! " I cried. " hold on I'll help you!! " Ray said. Ray and I drove Frankie to the hospital as he started to regain consciousness. " Gee I can't live like this not without my mom, I just cant. " Frankie said. " I can't lose you, your not ready please listen to me!" I sob. We active to the hospital. As they rushed Frank into the emergency room I sat and cried.

When Frank came back I ran and hugged him with all my might. He was scared with fear. " I could have died, i would have left you I'm so sorry Gee. " he said. I wasn't mad at him I was just happy he was alive. " I'm not mad, your with me that's all that matters... to be continued

WOW THAT WAS HEAVY anyway the thought came to my mind just a min ago so I had to write it down before I forgot. I'll write later bye!! 💖💖