My Savior (BVB, ANDY BIERSACK:))

...Chapter 1...

I hear a dreaded sound of an alarm clock at 6:00am "another day" I think to myself. "Well today is going to be sh!tty" I mumbled as I just woke up.
I hear my mum already in the kitchen drinking an entire bottle of red wine.
I don't understand how we are not living in the streets right now she's never worked a day since I was born, I mean no surprise who would want to hire her anyway. And her parents aren't wealthy either by the way they are both drug addicts, like mother like daughter I guess. Anyway I have a 5 minute shower and get dressed into my usual clothes: grey ripped jeans, black veil brides shirt (yes I'm a huge fan) black converses and a dark grey oversized hoodie. I straightened my purple and blue coloured hair which fell over my deep blue eyes like curtains and applied winged eyeliner and mascara (the only makeup I ever wear) and head downstairs quietly so my mum doesn't hear me. As I'm approaching the kitchen to get an apple for breakfast I hear glass bottles shatter against the hard wooden floors. I see my mum surrounded by a puddle of broken glass. " HEY B*TCH GOOD F*CKING MORNING CLEAN THE MESS NOW!!" she yells out,I don't want to get beat up right before hellhole #2 so i just try to ignore her words and I quickly grabbed my apple, school bag and phone with earphones and legitimately sprinted through the door; luckily she couldn't catch me because of the prison of broken glass she made for herself.

I'm walking down the halls with my head down trying my best to avoid any confrontation but it doesn't last long. Out of nowhere this girl pushes me over and it makes me drop all of my books. " Hey retard watch where you're going, haha" they all laugh and point at me while I'm still on the floor completely paralysed I never know what to do in these situations because I feel if I try to fight back she'll win. I ran to the girls bathroom to cry, why me why do I have to suffer everyday. I pulled my sharp razor out of my black bag and I cut my arms; I watched as the red liquid trickles down my arm and onto the tile floors. My hands are shaking. I stay in the bathroom stall for another thirty minutes I didn't want go anywhere I had nowhere else to go. I washed the blood of my hands  and I continued my day like nothing happened. I didn't have many friends I only had one best friend who I couldn't live without her name is jAiYy and she's been there for me through the hardest times she's helped me through time and time again. So I try to spend most of my day with her even though we had totally separate classes so we hung out at lunches and breaks. I'm sitting outside on a bench with her talking about our favourite bands and looking for funny memes on Pinterest. it's a great time, the only time I enjoy myself everything else is living hell.

I get home about 5pm. I stopped by Jaiyys house after school we just listened to music and had a ton of fun. My mum is sitting in her usual place; on the couch watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s and drinking. I avoid her completely and walk into my room and I walk over to my bed and looked around my room, I don't really know why I do that but I would just observe my room like I was seeing it for the first time. I noticed my black walls were covered with band posters and quotes from my favourite songs like saviour and paint it black. To my left I have a white desk with too much stationary on it I always feel like I need more pens and pencils.but then I look out of my window which hasn't got the best view at the moment it's quite gloomy and dull, the clouds are hovering over everything like a huge grey blanket, not that exciting. I'm extremely bored and exhausted as I lay in my comfy bed to try to have a little nap to rest my eyes I hear my ringtone. It's jAiYy. I pick it up
" hey jAiYy wassup?"
"OMG SKYLER YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE WHAT I JUST GOT BOTH OF US?!"
"Hey calm down what's up"
" I GOT TICKETS FOR BOTH OF US TO SEE BVB TOMORROW!!"
"..."
I'm frozen in my place I can't believe what's happening right now I've never been to a concert in my life before and this was the first eeeeeeeeeeeee!
" omg jAiYy I freaking love you so much are you kidding ??"
"I'm dead serious right now I'm so excited are you gonna come round or not"
" wait for what?" I was confused
" duh for a sleepover come on it's gonna be fun before the concert and guess what it's V.I.P !"
O.M.G best freaking day ever!!!
I hung up on her cause I just needed to move my ass and I texted her pretty much as soon as i hung up on her that I'm on my way. I search around my closet for any small bag to put all my stuff in and I found a small black one and I put my favourite fishnets and blue shorts with my favourite oversized black shirt with the same hoodie that I was wearing today. I was so freaking excited V.I.P. It was my dream to go to a BVB concert and they were my idols. I'm packing my usual accessories and I leave the house want to know how I escaped well my mum was asleep so I got lucky XD.
I get to jaiyys house and I'm so excited I can't sit still without fidgeting and shaking my leg ( it's a habit) after me and jAiYy have dinner we run upstairs to her bedroom to talk and eat and it's great I have a hot chocolate with whipped cream while she has her tea with dark chocolate and I also have my popcorn ( yes I know very healthy XD ) we can talk for hours and hours. We have amazing conversations it's weird whenever I'm with her I feel so different I'm always so happy, she lights up my mood so easily.

Its 3am right now, jAiYy is asleep but I can't go to sleep cause I can't believe it this is 100% going to be the best day of my entire life. But then I fall asleep at like 4am and do not wake up until 11am, the concert is late at night so we have plenty of time so I get up and I realise that everybody ( when I say everybody I mean like jAiYy and her mom, she's really sweet) is downstairs waiting for me so I stumbled downstairs trying not to fall flat on my face. I'm still so tired I'm barley keeping my eyes open. Her mom makes the BEST omelette in the world it's so good I don't normally eat that much but her omelette is just so so good.

7pm the concert is at 8pm. Before that I put my clothes on do a little winged eyeliner and straightened my hair so it's covering most of my face. I'm ready to go, jAiYy on the other hand is still eating haha. We go in the car and drive to the concert we listen to BVB in the car even her mum is ok with that XD. As we enter the concert after standing in a 2 hour line it's packed, there's people in every angle I feel like a sardine in a can. After we put our coats away and get our drinks we try and squeeze our way to the front of the concert near the stage.