The next morning:
Skylers pov:
I wake up and the suns blare strikes me in the face making my vision go blurry for a second. I limp out of bed and realise that jAiYy is still sleeping. As quietly as I could I hopped in the shower and put on my usual clothes: black skinny ripped jeans and a white oversized shirt that sank to my mid-thighs. I applied eyeliner and mascara like I usually did and sat on the side of my bed looking at the ceiling. I felt bored and exhausted it was like all the amazing memories from the previous night disappeared. When jAiYy awoke she saw me on the floor and decided to sit next to me her face had concern and eyeliner everywhere. "What's up?" She asked looking worried. I just put my head in my knees I felt awful. I didn't understand why I felt so alone even with my best friend sitting next to me comforting me. After a few minutes of stifling tears I looked up at jAiYy who also looked as if she'd been crying with me or was about to and I apologised for being such a wreck. A salty tear escaped her bloodshot eye "stop it, you're not a wreck you're my best friend and you won't say stupid sh!t like that in front of me. Don't apologise you have no need to!" I wiped away the last of my ocean tears and stood up to JAiYys phone lighting up with a buzz, it was her mum telling her to come home immediately because of some family business. She rolled her eyes in annoyance I let out a mini smile and she crawled out of my window she assured that everything was going to be fine and of anything happens she's only a call away. I hugged her goodbye and she was gone now I felt even worse. I decided to go out to get coffee since I wasn't going to eat anything that morning. I took my phone and as soon as I was going to open my bedroom door my mum barges I'm with an empty bottle of wine in her right hand she stood their for 5 seconds, I could see smoke coming out of her nose and ears like an angry bull.
"WHERE THE F*CK WHERE YOU B!TCH!!"
"OUT F*CKING RANDOM DUDES LIKE SOME SSSSORRT OFFF PPROSTITUTE!"
She slurred those last words and the smell of alcohol escaping her lips was vile. She raised her hand and enclosed it into a fist and knocked me around my eyebrow. I jump back in pain as she laughed like an evil villain. She kicked me in the stomach forcing me on the ground, I escaped her grasp by punching her in the jaw I raced out of the house as fast as possible running like a bloody cheetah. I ran to the closest park I could find it was empty. My eyes were drowning, I sat on the floor curled up in a ball crying my f*cking eyes out. My sleeves were soaked so were my knees. After a few minutes it started to rain, perfect timing. I looked like I got out of a shower but I didn't care the only thing going through my mind was suicide I wanted to end my life I mean I wanted it for a long time but today was my breaking point. I look around at the ground and see a piece of glass I take it in my hand and just hold it there for a while when I don't feel rain on my head anymore I stop and look up it was...ANDY?!
I saw Andy Biersack towering over me with a batman umbrella hovering my drenched head. He had a small smirk on his face, he held out his hand and I got up. "What are you doing here?" I asked looking up at those perfect deep blue eyes. "I was going for a walk...then I saw you with no umbrella so I came to the rescue" them he did some stupid superhero pose that lifted my spirits for a couple of seconds. " Do you wanna get coffee, I'll buy?" He asked me looking a different direction as if he was nervous. I nod my head and we walk together through the rain into the cafe. Then I remember about the piece of glass, I pat down all of my pockets to find out where I put it and I felt it in the front pocket of my hoodie. I feel relieved. I stand up after I order and go to the bathroom. I'm looking at myself in the mirror with disgust, anger humiliation. I take out that piece of glass firstly running it under water to make sure it's cleaner. I sliced my arms like they were pieces of raw meat; I'm watching as the red liquid trickles down my arm. After I'm satisfied I get those paper towels and clean the blood of my arms. I stand up and leave making sure to fake a smile as I walk over to Andy I'm surprised he didn't leave already. The next 15 minutes were spent talking about random sh*t like our favourite colours and what movies we like to watch. I finish my coffee extremely slowly and then
" what's that on your face did someone hit you?" He asks if I'm ok and what happened. I didn't want to tell him not yet at least. So I just said that it was nothing and to not worry about it. He stood up and asked me if I wanted to go to his house and that he wants to talk. I didn't want to say no at this point so I agreed and we walked back to his house. I was extremely nervous and anxious. It wasn't his fault even though this was extremely strange to have a fan at his house but I followed and we stepped inside.Note from Author: I'm sorry that I didn't update in so long I was super busy and tbh I had no idea what to write but I'll try to update more often now.
Sorry
~Emily :)
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My Savior (BVB, ANDY BIERSACK:))
FanfictionWhy can't I be just a normal person with a normal family, normal life, normal thoughts? Anyway my name is Skyler I'm 19 years old and my life is NOT normal. My dad left before I was born, my mum is abusive an alcoholic and I don't see a point in me...