I decided to run and leave the river. it wasn't deep enough anyway..
I ran as fast as I could. My legs were sore and I didn't know where I was going.
Tears streaming down my face.. I see a girl.
The girl looked lost and looked like she was about 13. She looked terrified and she asked if I was ok.
Are you ok? The girl asked
"I'm fine" wiping the tears off my face.
"Then why are u crying" the girls face saddened
"Listen, I'm fine thank you. Are you lost?"
"No...." The girl looked away.
"then what are you doing up so late it's past 11"
"Um.. I'm homeless"
I was shocked.. I wanted to help her. She looked young. She reminded me of myself. Lost and scared.
"But I'm ok. I Like being homeless. I'd rather live here then where I was before" she said.
*RINGGGGGGGGGGGG*
I woke up panting fast with sweat dripping down my face. I turned my alarm clock off and got out of bed slowly.. it was just a dream..
I took a shower lotioned my body and looked for what I was going to wear to a hell hole which I call "School". I wore a Chicago bulls jersey with some black skinny jeans and My wheat colored timberlands. I put on my concealer Mascara and a line of liquid liner. I hated school and the people In it. But I would feel so insecure if I didn't try to look good. I put my hair in a nigh ponytail and let my bangs fall out straight and full. I grabbed a granola bar a water bottle and headed out the door. I walked to school thinking about the dream I had this morning.
My boyfriend almost raped me, I ran wanting to commit suicide when I saw a river.. I run farther and saw a homeless young girl who I guess had trouble at home... It scared me but I brushed it off.
My thoughts were interrupted when i finally got to school and saw my boyfriend with a group of friends.. I smiled and he smiled back. I went to my locker and got some books out of my locker. And there he is Drake.. Drake had a caramel complexion, a smile that'll make you melt, dark brown eyes, and soft pink lips.
"TAMMY!"
"That's my name baby!" I kissed his nose.
"There's a party after school. I want you to come with me."
"Babe, can we just watch a movie?"
"Haha alright fine that's cool I guess" he replied
"Alright I'll be at you're house"
The school bell rang and we had to run to class before we were called late.
"Bye baby" I kiss him deeply
"Bye" he kisses back and breaks the kiss
"See you later loser" he bites his lip and walks away
I really love my boyfriend I don't think he'll ever do anything to hurt me especially if he waited so long to earn my trust. I'm not fully over the whole thing with my dad but I did defiantly move on with my life.
A nightmare is a nightmare and that'll never happen
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