Practice Makes Perfect/ Reign The Sequel (Bryshere Y. Gray FanFic)

Find A Way

We started off as friends.. there was no mission or complications.. We were one free of headache, being friends was easy.. You were there through all of my ups and downs.. being close to you was my safe haven.. when I was going through laughter and joy, happiness that ended in pain you helped evoke every emotion and made me see the better in all that is "life".. I guess being around you made me wish it was you all along, from the beginning.. I was apprehensive when it came down to "taking it there with you".. I pushed my feelings to the back burner because I never wanted to lose that friendship I found in you.. but than we kissed and now I'm so confused.. to let love sparked and keep the flame, was the mission.. but now I'm contradicting what's in my heart, I could win if we remained.. but if it goes sour I could never get that friendship back.. Things become weird.. and love will never feel the same_
Kells

Reign's POV...

The energy Bryshere gave me was different.. all the times me and him have been intimate and out of every pleasure this one time all emotions shifted..
I could feel it.. When it was all over he had this look on his face and this vibe that came over him and it was like he had did something he'd later regret.. I couldn't let us both go to sleep this way..
Ladies! Yes you reading this right now, I want you to understand this.. If your in a relationship or even just "friends with benefits" if you feel a shift in anything talk about it.. don't just let it slide! God gave us intuition for a REASON! Never go to bed mad or weird.. It's just not healthy.. talk about it, and depending on the response your significant other gives you don't take it lightly.. Listen, accept, voice your side and take caution.. Know your feelings, heart, mind and sexuality..
I sat back and watched him look blankly at the ceilings..

"Okay well I'm bout to call it a night.."
Bryshere said turning of the lamp on his side of the hotel sweet..
I laughed to my self.. it was one of those "well I just think it's funny how 🤔" types of laugh..
I didn't want to come off aggressive but more so of;
One: understanding & two: authentic as possible.. but most of all I wanted to kill this awkwardness between us..
I'm thinking to myself:
Um, Nah.. nigga you thought you were going to sleep, NAH! Tell me what's on your mind..
I knew something was on his mind, I could just feel it..
I casually got up and turned the light back on..

"Reign no funny shit
but I'm burnt out can we just call it a night?"
He said adjusting his sides pillows..

"I feel you.. but not yet.. what's going on, why your mood change all of the sudden.."

He smacked his lips..
"What we doing? Is this an argument because I don't have the energy for that right now.."

"And I don't have the energy to be sleeping next to my man when I just gave you my all and you telling me you don't have the energy mentally.. that's a problem and I don't sleep like that so what's good?"

"What are you even talking about?"
He said looking lost..

"Bryshere I don't wanna start anything I just wanna talk to you.. what's up with the switch up.."

He sighed again sitting up and checking the time on his phone..
"Hhuhh.. what time is it 2:30 in the morning.. you wildn' about nothing.. but you wanna talk lets go, let's do this.."
Don't pop fly with him Reign, just relax.. goood, now breathe in and out like you taught yourself.. DEEP meditation..

"Bry, What you mean 'do this'. All I'm saying you just fucked me like you were mad and then after it was all said and done you had a whole attitude switch up.. you didn't even kiss me, say you love me then rub my belly.. and you always do that. IN THAT ORDER! No matter what time of day it is or how you feeling.. I just don't want us to go to bed like this.. when clearly me and you both can feel the shift in your mood.."