Finding happiness in misery (patrick stump)

Chapter 1

I ran into my room tears threatening to spill, I don't understand why this happend why did my mom just happen to be there when that truck was speeding down the highway? It could have been any one else in the entire w

orld but no it had to be her!

My dad started banging on my door and was still really really drunk. With all my strength I sat against the door silently crying. "Open the god damned door" I sat crying not stoping anytime soon. "You worthless shit open this door so I can beat your worthless ass" I don't under stand ever since mom died he got really drunk every night and beat me until I bled. Finally the banging stop. A wave of relief filled me. I felt worthless I couldn't believe 3 months ago I had a happy family and many friends a normal life but I changed so quickly. I did all I knew now I searched my drawer for my only friend. My blade. When I finally find it I locked my self in my bathroom I slid the cold metal across my skin. All my problems suddenly disappeared. I smiled to myself. When I was finally done I sneaked out of my room to get gauze and disinfected which my dad found in my room and put back when he was sober for like 5 minutes. I found my dad passed out in the middle of the living room floor. I sighed and began to search the cabinets. Once I found it I ran to my room, I sat against the wall cleaning my wrists. I finished and grabbed my ear buds and turned on Green Day and slowly drifted to sleeping.