(A/N) hey guys IDEK if this chapters gonna be long or short... So ya! Vote and comment
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What happened last time:
He kept explaining stuff I got really anxious and finally just blurted "JUST TELL ME" he shut up right away "I'm sorry to say this but we found a tumor on the left side of your brain it can be treated with surgery to shrink it we will have to give you chemo which will cause hair loss and nausea but other then that's your fine" I couldn't even say anything I was so shocked. I just passed out again in shock.
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Numbness
Numbeness was all I felt after they told me about my tumor. I shut everyone out even Patirck and that says alot. I was drowning in my own depressions.
The thing about depression is everyone think you have all these emotions and you just always keep them botteld up but no, well not for me at least I felt like I was suffocating little by little all the feeling I had slowly diappeared. I knew I really did have a ton feeling hiding but I wasnt gonna let that show, but one day I knew I wasnt gonna be able to hold it anymore and they were all gonna just flow out and everything was going to downhill.
Ive resorted to achohol, the feeling of the complete numbness it gives me ive grown to enjoy. i counted half a botle of vodka half a bottle of Jack Daniels and 7 beers. I was pissed drunk but I didnt care the pain of the hangover in the moring wont effect me becuase ive grown to enjoy pain.
Not knowing what I was doing I stumbled pver to Patricks room without knocking I opened his door and immedintaly sobered up a the image I saw.
'P-patirck?' he insantly jumped off the whore and started to say something but I was already out of the door and down the street beofe he could finishing. I could hear yelling and then foot steps in the distant but they faded away Im guessing he gave up.
I know exaclty where im going.
The brige.
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IMPORTANT! THERE IS ONE MORE CHAPTER IN THIS BOOK NO EPOLIUGE BUT THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL OUT SOON I KNOW THIS WAS SHORT BUT THE NEXT BOOK WILL BE ALOT LONGER AND CHAPTERS WILL BE COMING OUT SOON AFTER THIS ENDS YOU WILL PROBABLY HATE ME FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER BUT ITS FOR THE SEQUEL!!!!!
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