Finding happiness in misery (patrick stump)

Chapter 3

the reads it means a lot! Keep reading

Bm thanks

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

I had 3 hours till I needed to be at the park so I decided to take a shower. I grabbed a a Green Day tank top and black skinny jeans and walked to the bathroom.

I stepped into the warm water letting it wash all my problems away. I let my thoughts take control. What if I finally made a friend, I really hope so. He was so cute and nice I can't wait to see him again. Patrick wouldn't leave my Mind it's like he lived in there the look of his face was always there.

I stepped out and got dressed I did eyeliner and mascara I put my cherry red hair in a messy bun and decided to get something to eat

Patricks POV

I was nervous.

Really nervous

But I had no reason to be I just couldn't get her bright beautiful red hair out of my Mind she was stuck there. I decided to to take a shower.

Once I got out of the shower I got dressed I decided to eat some food. I couldn't get her out of my head at all.

I was really excited about the park it's not like it's a date but still I really want to get to know her she really pretty. Wait no scratch that she was BEAUTIFUL

Did I just say that

Do i like her?

No I just meet her I can't.

Haley's POV

It was 6:30

I was a nervous wreck

But why?

Did I have feelings for him?

No I can't what If he does what John did I can't go back to that what if he hurts me. Physically.

I'm jumping to conclusions he does not even like me I mean why would he?

I'm ugly

I'm fat

I'm depressed

I need help

I'm broken

Whatever my thoughts are getting the best of me. Maybe I just need a friends to mend me.

It was finally 7 so i walked out and I didn't need to worry about my dad of course he was getting pissed drunk.

I walked to Patricks and nervously knocked on the door after about 3 minutes his mom answered

"Oh hello dear" she seemed nice

"Hi is patrick here?" I was acting really akward. Typical. "Oh yes just walk up to his room it's up the stairs down the hall, and the first door on the right"

"Okay thanks" I walked into the house and admired it was beautiful it had a big living room which had a big fluffy looking couch and a big tv and the walls were painted a pale blue giving the house a relaxing feel I walked up the stairs which where spiraled. The house was big but not huge. I walked through a media room and down a hall and stopped on the first door on the right and knocked

"Uh who Is it?"

Oh god this is akward

"Uh it's Haley your mom sent me up here"

He laughed and opened the door "Sorry about her she's really welcoming, maybe to much sometimes come in"

I walked into his room which was the same pale blue as the living room it had a queen size bed with again pale blue sheets and blankets he had a desk with a computer and some random papers and in a corner he had a guitar a keyboard a trumpet a microphone and many more instruments.

"Wow do you play all of these there so many"

He laughed "uh yeah I'm not very good at all of them I just teach my self until I'm good"

"Wow that's so cool"

"Yeah are you ready to go to the park?"

"Oh uh yeah sorry I started thinking about stuff again I do it a lot" I kinda blushed because I do it ALOT.

"Oh okay" he smiled a heart melting smile

We walked to his living room met by his mom again.

"We're going to the park we'll be back in a little bit" Patrick said to his mom looking at her weirdly. I don't know why

"Okay kids don't get to rowdy" oh geez. I started laughing and patrick blushed a deep red

"Whatever bye"

We walked out started to the park which was a 10 minute walk

"Sorry about her" he chuckled

"It okay" I smiled at his and he smiled back which gave me butterflies. Why?.

"Okay Haley tell me about yourself like Hobbies,musical stuff,school stuff" he said as we were

"We'll I like drawing and I sorta sing not very good but you know i try and I don't really know about school I just go and mind my own business people don't really like me so yea" his face went from happy to worried in a matter of seconds

"How can they not like you your pretty and nice" I blushed a really deep red

"Thank you" I said smiling

"You know I'm not just saying that to make you feel better right?" Oh jeez.

"No really thanks I mean it I've been through so much shit that really helps"

After that we just talked for what seemed like 5000 hours but was only 2.

We started walking back and he walked me to my house

I opened the door to find my dad standing there drunk as hell. Mad really mad. Oh no patrick is gonna see this.

"Get your worthless filthy ass in here so I can beat you even harder because I didn't yesterday"

Patricks face went red. Really red.

He was mad.

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Hey guys told you I update a lot... Lol yeah it's getting dramatic :)

Cliff hanger

I'll start doing song of the day so today

Song of the day: stained glass eyes colorful tears

Artist: pierce the veil