as people succumb into wonderful dreams,
i lay here, sleepless, bursting at the seams.
you keep me up at night,
nights which, from before, were full of fright.
as to what the future awaits.
you change me greatly;
your influence is breathtaking.
i look forward to spending time with you,
that's all i ever look forward to.
meaningless, my life would be,
if you didn't shine your light on me.
my dreams are composed of you smiling,
a genuine smile and heart, bursting.
all i ever wish is for you to be free,
from detrimental memories,
and from heartache you shall flee.
11:11
make my beloved happy...
...even though we can never be.
