dream journal

intro ✨

HELLO,
my name is Cherry Goldie, and i guess before i start getting into my recent dreams in which i think might be warning me of something in the near future, i should start with my foundation. what started this all.

i was around nine or ten years old whenever it first started happening. i was sitting in the car with my dads best friend from high school's wife, they had always been like family so i had always considered her like an aunt. anyways, we were sitting in the car and i had gotten that sudden feeling of deja vu.

that's whenever i realized, this actually wasn't the first time i had seen this. i had dreamed about it. i still remember it clearly.

it was just a quick snapshot in one of my dreams, a still image of one thing. but i didn't really think about it that much, being so young i couldn't wrap my head around the situation until maybe a year later.

about a year later, i was sitting on the bottom bunk of my bed. my step sister, my real sister and my step mother we're all sitting on the floor. that's whenever it started, i was silent, lost in my thoughts already knowing what was going to happen next.

and sure enough, just like in my dream, my step mother scooped up one of my dolls and asked me if i wanted to donate her to goodwill. i was silent, just staring at her, thinking if i didn't say anything back to her in response, then the dream would've been wrong.

but she just stared at me, until i only said, "yeah." in defeat, i laid my back on the bed and stared at the roof of the bunk in defeat. and there's where it ended, and to the point where i laid down on my bed, the dream had exact accuracy.

however, that was only where it started. overtime as i had became more aware of what was happening the dreams got longer and more detailed, and they never failed to be incorrect. i didn't understand why i was having these dreams with no reason, they would be in random moments with no explanation as to why.

but now that i think about it, maybe the reason for all these insignificant dreams was to awaken my senses, to let me know that this was happening. that this was real and legit.

but i still didn't know what it was going to show me, and when i would need this. i'm trying to figure it out, and maybe you can help me.

i'll update soon on the first occurrence. i need to do this quick though, because my dreams are getting more frequent, like an every night think and they're beginning to merge together. as if they're creating a story, and they're all connecting i'm afraid. with each other and reality.