Ferris wheel <Taegi>

A secret only I know

"Yoongi is that you?"

"Yes it is... hi mom"

"How are you? Have you done something good? Have you made friends?"

"I've done it all mom"

"That's good to hear...
Has he called?"

"No he hasn't."

"Good."

"I have to go now mom... goodbye"

"Goodbye love. Take care!"

~Click~

I hate lying...
it hurts to know that you just put someone's hope up just for them to find out sooner or later that it all was fake.

I hate it.

But I also hate making my mom worry.
She doesn't deserve to feel any sort of worry.

And especially not any worry linked to him.

I hate him. Mom hates him. Namjoon hates him. Jin-Hyung hates him.

So they shouldn't have to hear about him anymore. They don't deserve it.

That's why I'll take every call.
I'll go to every little meeting he wants to hold.
I'll do everything he says so that he won't hurt them.

Because they are before me.

Even Taehyung is before me.

Taehyung... I miss him.
I want him to cuddle me.
I want him to hug me and keep me warm.

Yet he can't. I'm sure he can't.

But I could try calling...

Maybe he would come. Maybe he would like the idea. Maybe.

~ring ring~

"Hello Taehyung?"

"Hi Yoongi-Hyung! What's up?"

"I just miss you... can you come over and cuddle me? Please?"

"Of course!! I'll come quickly! But I'm hungry so I'm gonna go get some snacks first. Do you want some?"

"Cookies please! And thank you"

"Your welcome see you in a few minutes!"

~Click~

He's coming?
....
He's coming!

I thought he wouldn't come! He even asked if I wanted to have anything! He's to kind!

And I haven't done anything to return the favor. He'll get mad. He'll wonder why I'm not giving him anything in return. I should make something!

A card? No to simple.
A drawing? No to childish.
A gift that I got that I don't use anymore? No to cheap.

I got it! A pillow fort! Then we'll have somewhere to cuddle and we can watch movies! And we can-

~ding dong~

"Coming!"

"Hey Yoongi!"

"Hi Tae!"

"I got your cookies!"

"Thank you so much Tae! Come inside I wanna cuddle!"

"I'm coming I'm coming!"

and here we are hours later still just cuddling and talking and I forgot about the call earlier that day.

I forgot about my secret the rest of the day that I was in Taehyungs arms.

Because I felt safe.