Personal problems

Look..

This is a book that is only remotely related to my problems, I'm essentially using this book as a scape goat and free therapy, but in the eyes of a different person. I am not going to put anything on here that I do not know about so, probably no schizophrenia or much anxiety because I'm not an expert. This book is not made in anyway to make fun of anyone with mental issues, that's not my goal.

The story is in the perspective of a girl
The girl is figuring herself out so I don't have much description on sexuality that I can mention
The girl has brown eyes hair and light tan skin.
The girl's age will change but starting she is 7
Narration will be by the girl
The girls hair length will change like anyone else's hair growing up
The girls name is Susan.

I would add to people's personal characters but i should not because I don't want to disappoint anyone with my shit writing. Oh!

Warning, this will have cursing and bullying and self harm and all the cringe.

I allow constructive criticism, I won't bitch because you guys mention something I missed or didn't communicate properly, but please don't half ass your constructions, like don't just be like "that's not what it is like, this is offensive you suck" I need you to explain it to me so I can actually fix it, it's like if your parents tell you to clean your room, and when your done they look around and say "it's not clean, fix it." And leave without telling you what wasn't clean, if it was clean to me I'm not going to see a mistake. Thank you!