June 30, 2010
I woke up and Toby was nowhere to be seen. I quickly got dressed and ran downstairs. He was gone. The door was unlocked. I grabbed my shoes and ran out the door....I ran into the woods and started calling his name, no one replied. I started freaking out, my vision blurred as my legs fell weak. I woke up in a hospital. My mom squeezed me as I looked around the room. No Toby.....I weakly grabbed the necklace from my neck. My mom took off the necklace as I looked down at it.
"He left...." I didn't feel sad, but angry, "He said he would stay....HE SAID HE WOULD STAY!!!" I threw the necklace with full force, it shattered the second it hit the wall. Mom was shocked, as were the doctors. Mom said I was never like this....she was right....I was pissed now....I would find him and make him feel what I felt....
I'll make him feel forgotten
Hurt
Alone
Lied too
Depressed