Crossed Roads

chapter 7

We got to jin's house and walked into the living room.
As we sat down, jin offered me a drink.
Isn't this alcoholic I said to jin.
Ohh, I forgot you're underaged.
Jin said.
I wanted to prove to jin that I could drink even though I was underaged.
I'll still drink it. I chuckled as I said to jin.
After 6 bottles, I was whooped.
Jin had warned me earlier to drink slowly and not too much but i ignored him.
At this point, I couldn't control my self. The urge was too much for me.
I was craving something, I was craving someone.
I walked towards jin and held him closer, I went in for a kiss but he pushed me away.
You don't want this Rachel, you're drunk. Come let me take you home jin said
I... I.. I want to you I mumbled
Again, I went closer to jin and kissed him. This time, he was reluctant to push me away as his hormones were acting up.
He kissed me back, and then tongue was involved.
Then, he started moving his hands under my skirt.
He pulled back and said Rachel, no. I can't do this. You're just drunk, I can't take advantage of you like this. I care about you.
Jin said

But I Want you. I said as I moaned softly.

Jin tried to run away from me but I held him. I looked up into his eyes and started tearing up
You you you don't want me I said with tears building up in my eyes.
I want you Rachel, but not this way. You're drunk. Jin said.
I kissed jin again and he kissed back softer this time.
He was trying so hard to be a gentle man but his hormones took over.

Jin's POV
We were kissing,
Kissing like our lives depended on it. Her tongue sliped inside my mouth, gentle but demanding, and I suddenly understood why people describe kissing as melting because every square inch of my body dissolved into hers. My fingers grip her hair, pulling her closer. My veins throb and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before. Ever. We moved to the couch,The weight of her body was on top of mine. I felt her all against me.

Rachel's POV
I want to breathe him, lick him, eat him, drink him. His lips taste like honey. His face has the slightest bit of stubble and it rubs my skin but I don’t care, I don’t care at all. He feels wonderful. His hands are everywhere, and it doesn’t matter that his mouth is already on top of mine, I want him closer closer closer."

Jin stood up. This is not right.
He said.
But I want you taehyung, I grumbled..
Taehyung?
I should have known this was all to good to be true. You think I'm Taehyung? Jin said in an irritated tone.
That was when I became sober. I thought every thing that was happening was a dream. I thought I was with Taehyung.
When I realised I was with jin, I felt so ashamed.
You can leave now jin said.
No please.. Let me explain, I thought.. I said as jin cut me off.
You thought what? That I was Taehyung? Yes, you came here saying you wanted to make it up to me but all you think about is Taehyung!
CAN'T I BE TAEHYUNG, I CAN BE LIKE TAEHYUNG IF THAT WOULD MAKE YOU LIKE ME.
Jin yelled.
At this point I became scared but jin continued saying
Can't you just see how much I love you, can't can't... Can't you see.
I don't blame you for liking Taehyung, its what your heart wants. But please stop making me feel so miserable. I have never liked someone this much in my life, and all you do is hurt me..
I can't, please leave my house
Jin said
But jin... Let me explain....I said.
GET OUT, GO. SINCE ALL YOU DO IS MAKE ME FEEL BAD. Jin yelled.
I was really scared. I had never seen him get so angry before.
I thought he actually looked sexier that way and would have complimented him if I wasn't so scared.
I ran out of the house almost in tears. What have I done... Me and jin had a really good thing going on and I have feelings for him. I also have feelings for Taehyung, I didn't know what to do.

When I got home, I met geurim waiting out side.
Where have you been Rachel, I was worried,you weren't even picking up your phone geurim said.
I was... I .. I was at I stammered as tears started to drop from my eyes
Oohh why are you crying Rachel, what's wrong, did anyone hurt you, what happened, speak to me girl! Geurim said trying to cheer me up.

I told geurim all that happened and she sympathized with me
Just then, I remembered I forgot my phone in jin's house, I was devastated.

The next day, I went to jin's house to get my phone. As he saw me outside, he asked what I wanted. I told him I came to get my phone and he tossed the phone at me and locked his door.

I missed school for a whole week. I was ashamed to face both Taehyung and jin.
When i finally went to school, the first face I saw was jin's
He was standing by the entrance and as I approached him, he walked away.
I ran after him screaming
Jin oppa, when would you stop avoiding me, please let me explain. I cried because of you jin oppa, you made me cry the day this all started please answer me , give me a chance
When jin heard he made be cry, he turned back and walked towards me and hugged me.
I'm so sorry Rachel, I never meant to hurt you. I card about you and would never want to see you cry. I'm so sorry Rachel jin said.
We hugged for a while, I smiled at him and walked away.

After school,we were to work extra time at Taehyung's house because of the week I didn't attend school.
I hadn't seen Taehyung since over a week.
When we got there, we talked about how our hormones act up when we are with people the opposite sex whom we may be attracted to.
We wrote down many things and then called it a day.
I was the first to leave the house because I didn't want any personal conversation between me and Taehyung because mere talking to him gets me on.
I ran out quickly but once again, I forgot my phone.
I went back to the house and knocked on the door, surprisingly, no one answered.
I opened the door and entered inside.
I walked towards where I left my phone and it wasn't there.
I heard taehyung's voice singing from a distance and walked towards there.
It was coming from his room.
As I opened the door, I saw Taehyung. Without any clothes on.
He just came out of the shower.
He was completely bare,nothing was on him.....

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