CNCO WHO? ( fan fiction)

The Past gone

Continued...

I couldn't speak at the moment I was in shock I never thought I would see him again .

"Richard ? Wha--aaat are you doing here ?.." I say finally speaking up about to tear up.

He looked at me differently probably by the way I  looked I lost alot of weight but he knew I'm about to cry so he walks up to me and opens his arms out so I can hug him .

I start crying on his chest since I'm short . He notices I'm crying and let's go of me and pulls my chin up .

"I missed you too pretty lady " he says smiling warmly

He knew I missed him by the way I cried when i seen him . I just smiled with tears still falling looking at him .

"Why did you come back ? Didn't you have to go to Mexico trw?" I asked him while we let go of the hug and sat on my bed .

"I came back because I missed you ! Plus they cancelled it til the day after trw . " He says

" I missed you too but you never messaged me or anything for months .." I say with a sad face .

" I had a reason management took are phones . Only the people that post pics of us had phones ." He says trying to clear up .

I simply just smile and hug him again . We let go but I layed down I'm bed while Richard does the same . We both talk about things that happened while they were on tour and things . Then I didn't remember anything that happened to me my eyes just closed slowly.

I woke up by someone touching my hair Speaking to me . Then I remembered Richard was there so I faked sleeping and heard what he was telling me .

"I love you but I hate it got to be this way ! Your a special girl to me .. always will be in my heart but someone else deserves you more . I just wish I had one last thing before I leave " he says sounding really sad .

"And what is that ?" I say fake waking up

" Oh you were awake ?" Richard looks at me nervous

"Yea .. I love you too Richard I really do !" I say getting up looking at him .

All I see in his eyes were sadness and I didn't know why . I just saw him look at me with watery eyes then look away

"Hey hey what is wrong ?" I ask while I get up to face him

He stays slient but starts to sob not looking my direction . I just grab his hand and gently rub it .

"Come on say it I'm here " I say softly

"Their a other reason why I stopped texting you Marci .. Chris loves you more and he deserves happiness with you .I seen how happy he gets when someone mentions your name . Yea I love you and that kiss we had was something I was feeling but idk what you did feel . " He says looking at me

" Richard listen I don't care you loves me more or who doesn't . But whoever I love is who I care about and that person is someone I don't know yet I'm confused ... And that kiss we had was hard to feel if it was cut short by someone  " I say holding his hand giggling softly

He just smiles at me and touches my cheek softly . We both look at each other in slience .

" Richard you know what ?" I say smiling at him

" Huh" he says

"I wanna know how I feel since we were interrupted last time ." I say looking at him serious

" Are you sure " he looks at me shocked

"I'm 100 percent sure " I smile

"Are you frfrfrs " he says

" YEAS now shutup and kiss me " I giggle

Then next thing you know it our lips connected his lips felt soft and warm . They we're perfect lips . Are lips worked perfectly together . But I realized I felt something I felt love I felt alot . We were still moving are lips .

Which turned out to a make out session . That got crazy we fell laying on my bed . Him on top of me going crazy for more kisses . He starts to touch me places I've never been touched before I'n years .he tugs my shirt but stops a moment . " Do you wanna do this ?" He asks

I simply nod and I let him take the lead . (You know what happens next I'm a child of God plus feels werid to write )

In the morning

I open my eyes and I see Richard there sleeping next to me cuddled up towards me .

I smiled and rubbed his cheek . He felt it and opened his eyes . "Good morning pretty lady" he says which makes me smile

Then I thought Richard isn't so bad . Maybe one day it can work between us . I need to forget about the past and focus on the present . I'll see what God has for me in store but I still need to enjoy it while it lasts .

A/n : short it was boring . But I promise more Joel and other povs coming soon . :) So we can know how joel moved on . Okay gn loves ❤