CNCO WHO? ( fan fiction)

Things fixed ?

Marci's pov

Me and the boys were talking a while about their new music . Then Richard had to bring up . " So Marci are you gunna do that dare I said?" He smirks a little .

"Mhm ... Urrr..." I say really quiet .

" When ?" He says

" Not now let's wait til Joel is back " I say hoping he doesnt come back soon .

" Don't be nervous " Chris whispers to me sending chills down my spine .

" About what ?" I say whispering back.

I see all the boys are too busy messing around to hear are convo .

" You already know what Linda , you know your hiding something from us that' you're really nervous about ." He says smiling at me .

I simply just smile back and look away from his gaze and think to myself . I couldn't be here right now those boys don't need to see what im hidding . This is a cruel world man Cruel !

My thoughts got ruined when I hear someone come in my room .

" Marci can I talk with you alone ." I hear Emily say .

I nodd and got up to walk outside with her . Then I see joel come upstairs and winked at me . Then walked in my room .

" Okay first of all I'm sorry about being mad about that . That was so wrong of me . " Emily looks at me teary eyed.

" No need to be sorry it's my fault I shouldn't be hidimg things from you because you never do to me ." I say

Then I see her get little nervous and walked a little back from me .

" Haha ... Uhh urrr about that " she laughs nervously

" What is it ?" I say crossing my arms waiting.

" Err umm ... I met Joel a while back in our hotel in Texas . I'm sorry ..." She says

" Wait whatttt?? Whyy ?" I say shocked .

" Idk I forgot to tell you I'm sorry ..." Emily looks at me .

" Nooo you didn't you chose to not tell me because Joel is your favorite !! And you would freak out and tell me bitch whyyy ?" I say getting highly upset .

All I seen from her was sadness after i said that she looked away from me .

" I'm sorry .." I hear her say softly

" It's cool ... Please leave my house .. I need time to think ... " I say coldly

I see her walk away towards the stairs and never looked back . At that moment I felt stupid . I felt wrong for that . So I ran downstairs.

" Emily WAIT!!" I say catching up to her outside.

I see her turn around . " Wait ?" I hear say soft

" I'm sorry I forgive you if you forgive me " I say to her

She nods and we both hug . Then she told me she had to go back home then we hugged again .

" Have fun " she winked at me  before getting in her car leaving .

I walk up to my porch and I sit for a bit and think .

Why do I deserve this life? It goes so perfect at first then it goes away wrong . Like I don't deserve being with this famous Hot guys . I don't... I don't deserve getting hurt all the time I don't waits wrong with me ? I say to myself then I hear someome call my name .

" Marci ?" I see someone shadow at the door coming out .

" Um yeah ?" I say getting up towards the door .

" Oh I wanted to see if your okay because you took a while ." Richard says coming closer to me .

" Yea I'm fine I just needed some air and my cousin just left . " I say walking towards the door to open it but Richard stops me .

" Pretty lady I know something is wrong what is it ?" He says grabbing my hands and rubbing them.

" Fine you wanna know what's wrong okay ? Why call me pretty lady or Linda or Chris too Like why ? Like I don't get it my life is trash I feel like trash like why I don't get it !!" I say looking at Richard about to tear up .

" Because why not ? You're so beautiful Marci don't you get that !! If I say it it's because it's true . Or if Chris says it . And your not even close to trash . Yea maybe you feel like your life is trash but trust me it's get better I promise you !" He says looking at me calmly 

I look at him then look down and I felt a tear drop down . I didn't want to look at richard I wanted to run way but I couldn't something was not letting me .

" Marci listen to this .. remember that day at the party when we had that moment we almost kissed ?" He asks and I nod

" Well at that moment I felt something about you . I knew it would of been right if we did . I have had a big crush on you Marci ! From the day I met you  and I'm not ashamed to say that because you're amazing girl I know I'm older than you but I feel like I see more with you . " He says looking at me teary eyed softly laughing because he is about to cry .

I walk closer to him and let my hand free from his and I wiped his tears he had in his eyes and caressed his cheeks .

" Richard I don't know what I feel about you .. But I do know something is making me stay here and not move . Because I felt like I wanted to run away . But something told me no so I'm here ." I say which makes him look at me .

Then a short moment later Richard moves in closer to my face . Then his lips brushed on mine . I kissed back and we both moved are lips together . Idk but it felt kinda right . But as we were still kissing .

We both hear something move and some one come out .

" Lin----" I heard and me and Richard released are lips .

And I got shocked of who seen .

"Chris-----" I got cutt off with chris running off to my street .

I looked at Richard in panicked mode .

" Go talk with him I'll be here " he smiles at me .

I later nod and ran inside to get my keys and drove to find him .

5 min later I see a person sitting down on a bench at the park with their hands on their face .

I get out of my car and i get closer and it's Chris I walk up slowly to him .

" Chris I'm ------

A/n : ehh could of did better but I'm trying to finish this book faster because Im still gunna write my book #2 but any ways gn 👌😚.