Seeking Salvation

Chapter 1: A New Beginning

Five and a half years later...

She filled his dreams, the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen. An aura of purity surrounding her like warm silver light. Her very being was like an angel given human form, full of a graceful, shy innocence that captivated him to the point of blocking out all else. She quickly became the whole of his universe almost every night.

Dressed all in white, a simple silk shift hanging off her petite, supple frame. The fabric was iridescent almost see through. Her silken flesh hidden beneath playing a seductive game of peek a boo with him, every time she moved. He could just make out the darker peach at the crests of those decadent breasts, hinting at the lush satin nipples. That were briefly pressing against the underside of her camisole. Every time they came into view, his cock spasmed painfully.

The thin white straps of her dress falling alluring over her slender arms. So loose and erotic, a brisk wind could easily pull that top right down. Revealing her deliciously perfect breasts, oh how he wished he had more control over this dream!

Her skirts were twirling in the breeze as she turned in small childish circles before him. Her golden hair glowing in the soft light, fluttering like the finest silk in the warm breeze that surrounded them. Her hair fell over her shoulder's in a golden cascade of shimmering spun gold. Trailing down her back to the gentle arch of her lower back. Her long bangs draping over the tops of her luminescent blue eyes, falling on either side of her head in twin cascades. Giving the middle of her forehead a cute heart shape, the flawless skin peeking out between the part of her bangs, begging to be kissed. Her long full eyelashes fluttered softly like the delicate wings of a butterfly. Her elegant blue eyes always shimmering with hidden joys and mischief. Those playful, emotional eyes always held him captive. Staring in awe, his breath catching as their eyes locked.

The chill that always wrapped around his heart, thawing in her intense adorning gaze. The depth of love they held was so inspiring, so sincere. He couldn't help but cherish her, his own eyes holding such reverence for the stunning beauty that she was. A slow delighted smile spread over her full pouting lips, that glistened in the morning light still wet from the kisses they shared previously.

She was everything to him, a perfect companion he yearned for. She was the other piece of his soul, everything he needed to be truly happy. Coming to him only in his dreams. He looked forward to the times in which she visited his inner world, sometimes she would linger. Spurning his lust as she would tease and taunt him playfully for hours. Kissing and caressing every inch of each other, with a hungry restless abandon. Invoking such a profound love for her, he would awaken shaken and grieving. Other times she just allowed him time to talk to her, to hold her hand and perhaps sneak a chaste kiss to her cheek or lips. Certain times she merely snuck into other dreams, appearing for only moments before fading away. As if checking in on him, making sure all was alright in his inner world. Those dreams broke his heart and made his waking hours feel unsatisfying and anxious. Wanting only to return to his dreams in the hopes that she would be there just a little longer.

This time she stood bathed in the gentle morning light, standing with her little bare feet half buried in the beach. The air was heavy with the scent of roses and fresh water. Giggling as her toes dug into the moist sand, her cheeks rosy from her exhilaration of moments ago. The cool water was creeping up the coastline of the lake behind her, soon splashing against the back of her heels. The line of thick pines and elm trees obscured the full light of the sun, filtering it into sweeping fairy lights, that danced upon her and the surrounding sand. The scene was so whimsical, so peaceful and other worldly he felt heavy, drugged by the sheer contentment he felt in that moment. She was speaking but her voice was obscured in the haze of fantasy. He felt it more then heard it, giving him a sense of immense comfort. Only her bright, joyous smile was clear. Her laughter so sweet and effervescent enthralling him completely. As she walked towards him, arms outstretched, the wind playing with her long golden hair. Tossing it about her slender shoulder's, her toned well defined legs brushing the white silk of her long skirt aside as she moved. A superior gracefulness to her stride, she looked to be almost floating. As her curving hips swayed in a subtle sexy manner. Delicate, elegance defined her. She was his goddess...his heart, his soul, his life...