STRAY BLUE✔️

SO COLD

Natala pov

Am I stupid?

Am I crazy?

Am I lunatic?

What the heck was I thinking he knocked me down, why was I thinking like this? why was I thinking that it will be better when I leave? I was wrong, literally wrong and maybe crazy. I have to make a plane I should go back to them, I am a terrible mother.

at this moment I think to cry, and struggle is just getting me exhausted, and that's what he wants. Seeing me weak make him happy, seeing me struggling to make him overwhelmed.

I just want to go back. I can't imagine the world with them gone, I'd be lost and I am already lost. I still want them, I still need them, I want to feel their heartbeat again, I want them. I just want to go home where I belong. I am such a fool.

I think its the time that I have to fight and to lose control.

I can smell the rain its like its giving me strength.

" Hey, little niece" when he calls me that I feel like throwing on his face.

" you know what? I got tired of you, so let's have a little adventure, I heard that your little babies in a good health" I growled, I dont like this those are my babies now one has the right to mention them especially this dirty mouth.

" easy girl, let's see the first Samuel, Emilio, Eliseo them our little Ellen, you know? they look cute, I am just wondering how will their blood taste like? is it delicious like your mother and father?"

he told me everything, how he slaughters the pack and he was laughing like a crazy fucktard. That moment I wanted to snap his head, but I didn't have the energy, and now I am trying to gain it. I won't let him control me, my emotion or anything else.

"you see, no one is going to save you, I think your little mate goes to another whore to have fun" I cant fight him now, I have to save my energy, I have to be so cold towards him, I have to cause I want to survive.

I should be tough because I know he will lose patience quickly like that.

" you know I think you're so weak, I should get rid of you so soon, but not before I make my pups with you, they will be the strongest," he said getting out the cell.

you see

I am a wolf. The queen

I can feel the monster inside me. and its ready enough.

And as is the volcano as am i. A burning passion is hidden deep inside. Igniting my soul with infinite light. Waiting, waiting for its time to rise.

it's the time.

I stood, yanking the chains, waiting for them patiently to come to check on me. I can hear footsteps, a lot of scents, the door slams open, I smirked to see their frightened faces.

Feeling the flames coming out of my body, I released it, and in second they were nothing but pitch black rag.

I walked through the hallway burning every fucking body trying to stop me, I just feel like there is s storm inside me a hurricane.

counting every step as I climb the stairs.

I know I am hurting but I am not running away like this, he is going to regret thinking that I am his.

I stopped waiting for him to come, and here he is running with his pathetic people.

" CATCH HER" some of them came running and I left my arm throwing may flame to them burning them not leaving any piece of their body.