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- the night of September 23, 2018

J O H N S P O V
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The night of the party, Kenzie's first official party, to be exact. I wanted this night to be special for her. I wanted to make her feel needed. I've realized that it's hard for her to realize how much people love and cherish her. That why I'm afraid to do the whole brake up thing in a month. I don't want to ruin what we have going, but it's what needs to be done. Kenz only wanted to do this 'fake dating' to become popular, not because she liked me.

"Dude. Come on!" Carson yells in my face, while snapping his fingers.

I shake my head out of my thoughts while walking to my car.

"I'll see y'all at Carson's house," I say before driving off.

I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop thinking about Mackenzie Ziegler. The girl that sucked my dick in the fucking janitors closet. I've never felt this way for any other girl, than I do for Kenzie. Her beautiful chocolate eyes, her perfect hair, her amazing body, and her personality, her fucking personality. I love everything about her. Everything.

I stop my brakes short, as I realized I had reached a red light. Shaking my head out of my thoughts once again, I change the music station to something a little more calming. Something that would help me to settle down. Did it work? Not one bit.

I finally pull up to Carson's mansion. I'm literally the only person in my friend group that doesn't have a big, proper house. My house is old, small, and a mess. There is always some sort of broken glass stuck in the carpet, in which I always cut my foot on. The doors are squeaky and I definitely do not have marble floors like everybody else. Carson, Annie, and Saryna have been to my new house a couple of times, just so I could grab some things, but not Kenzie nor Hayden. I feel embarrassed. I'm sure both me and Lauren do.

My legs made their way to Carson's house. Without knocking, I open the wooden door, walking into the beautiful house.

"Hi, Carson's Mom," I wave, walking up the stairs to Carson's room.

"Hi Johnny. How are you?" She asks, trying to start a small conversation.

"I'm good, I'm good. How about you?" I reply, trying to stay polite.

She nods her head in reply. "I'm great. How is that girlfriend of yours?"

"She's.... amazing." I say while opening Carson's door revealing his messy room.

"Carson you're lucky friends are over, I would've beat your ass for how messy this room is," Carson's Mom pokes her head into his area.

Carson rolls his eyes in reply. "Yeah yeah."

"Ok Johnny. You want to play fortnite?" Carson asks, patting the bean bag chair next to him.

"Nah, I'm good for now," I continue to look at my phone, waiting for my Snapchats to load.

"Aight..." Carson replies in a higher pitched voice, changing his view to the TV screen.

All of my snaps loaded, but I see that Kenz didn't snap me yet. Let me finally be the one who Snapchats her first.

Welp, after waiting for 2 hours, Kenzie still hadn't replied.... and it was time to get ready.

I looked into my bag to see what clothes I had brought. I seem to have a pattern going on here, with my clothes: lots of ripped jeans and lot of hoodies. That's pretty much it.

I ended up putting this outfit together:

I ended up putting this outfit together:

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