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He was always here for me
His jokes made me feel thousands better
His smile shined in my eyes
I loved him
I tried to tell him
"-hoseok
-what ?
-if I said that I love you how would react?
-love like friend or more ?
-more
-ewww disgusting you're like my bro you know ?
-I was joking
-don't joke with such important things "
I had a pain in the chest
I hated his one side love
I was alone
I hate being alone
I wanted to sleep with someone or just
hug to feel more alive.
Why does unrequited love feel so umpty?
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one day, he said that he liked someone.
I was jealous but told him to confess his
love whatever if he will be reject or not.Huh who is talking
The next day
The sunshine looked my way holding a boy's hand
He told me that he was his boyfriend
Yoongi
I want to be him
Him
He was hundred times better than me.
He was better at everything.
even his sentences were more expound than mine.
And her hair seems to always look shiny.
but he and you for me always seemed so shame.
And his voice has been familiar to me for a long time.
And that's when my eyes got you together
I wanted to start re-living even
because, for me it was ...
I still do not understand what feeling I've visited then.
I wanted to laugh, but after half a minute all the rivers and the sea were thrown.
But I could not
because, in your eyes I can not even feel.
I had to stay where I was and watch you
You
Your smile is against him, and his is against yours.
And they plundered me into such huge pieces
Because then I realized
That you learn to be happy without me
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You knocked at my door
You were drunk and depressed
You said that he broke up with you for a boy younger and prettier
You were here
And desperate
Just like me hoseok but I didn't want you to feel that pain
The next days he passed his nights in gay clubs
Every night he was with another boy
I know that feeling..
He was just like me or worst
Even he thought looks strong and confident, always happy
He was sensitive
I couldn't catch him
This club
It was called "soft clouds"
transformed my self so can love me
I came in as the boy you wanted
You looked at me
I sat near you
" -I am hoseok
-I am jimin "
He touched my arms"- You are soft like a cloud; pretty like a flower jimin. "
I fucked up
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Soft clouds-jimin/yoongi/hoseok
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