Ｓｏｆｔ ｃｌｏｕｄｓ-jimin/yoongi/hoseok

our love was like a blossoming flower

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He was always here for me

His jokes made me feel thousands better

His smile shined in my eyes

I loved him

I tried to tell him

"-hoseok

-what ?

-if I said that I love you how would react?

-love like friend or more ?

-more

-ewww disgusting you're like my bro you know ?

-I was joking

-don't joke with such important things "

I had a pain in the chest

I hated his one side love

I was alone

I hate being alone

I wanted to sleep with someone or just

hug to feel more alive.

Why does unrequited love feel so umpty?

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one day, he said that he liked someone.

I was jealous but told him to confess his
love whatever if he will be reject or not.

Huh who is talking

The next day

The sunshine looked my way holding a boy's hand

He told me that he was his boyfriend

Yoongi

I want to be him

Him

He was hundred times better than me.

He was better at everything.

even his sentences were more expound than mine.

And her hair seems to always look shiny.

but he and you for me always seemed so shame.

And his voice has been familiar to me for a long time.

And that's when my eyes got you together

I wanted to start re-living even

because, for me it was ...

I still do not understand what feeling I've visited then.

I wanted to laugh, but after half a minute all the rivers and the sea were thrown.

But I could not

because, in your eyes I can not even feel.

I had to stay where I was and watch you

You

Your smile is against him, and his is against yours.

And they plundered me into such huge pieces

Because then I realized

That you learn to be happy without me

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You knocked at my door

You were drunk and depressed

You said that he broke up with you for a boy younger and prettier

You were here

And desperate

Just like me hoseok but I didn't want you to feel that pain

The next days he passed his nights in gay clubs

Every night he was with another boy

I know that feeling..

He was just like me or worst 

Even he thought looks strong and confident, always happy

He was sensitive

I couldn't catch him

This club

It was called "soft clouds"

transformed my self so can love me

I came in as the boy you wanted

You looked at me

I sat near you

" -I am hoseok

-I am jimin "

He touched my arms

"- You are soft like a cloud; pretty like a flower jimin. "

I fucked up