The unknow Caller ✔

13 》loud noise and shatter of glass 《

Midden in the night and I was still alive. But was it a life? What is a life that you have to live in fear of. What's this? It was a purring nightmare in which I was trapped and starred. Everything just reminded me of a terrible horror movie in which I just didn't see the end. If you could call life, then welcome in my world. In the world with a poorly written scenario for me. Everything I ever wanted was just a quiet life until I finished my studies. Dreams I had were waiting to be fulfilled. Dreams that made no sense for me anymore. Because now I only had a dream. And that was to stay alive.

Just to be able to be myself again without any possible worries, to be free and to go around the world with fun and a real smile. But it was just over for me. It seemed that the universe was against me, against my inconspicuous little life. Was I the one who asked for it? Have I ever complained about my life? I don't think so. Then why do I have to go through this nightmare? What was the trigger in my small, safe and unobtrusive world that came to it all?

It was only a question of the time when my hourglass would expire, and I could face the one to whom I now owe this so-called life. More and more I wondered what it would be like, what would my emotions be, would I cry, what is the first thing I would think if I finally got to see his face. How will it feel to look into death? Okay, I can really do without the last one, but I'm not asked.

Life is just a terrible cat and mouse game you have to fight for. Only the stronger ones can survive. Am I one of the stronger ones? I belong to the people who can still look back in 30 years and say, yes I have achieved that, or I have survived? Each one of us has the hourglass for his life, but can a stranger just break it without any warning?

None of us will ever be asked or at least given a hint. It will just happen, unexpectedly and suddenly. As in the horror filming, just jumps out of the corner with a knife of the main actress against. And is she forewarned? No, she isn't. Yes, okay they shot the scenen a thousand times and of course they know when it's time.

But for us spectators everything is new, everything unexpected. Have you ever seen a robber who came up to you and said. ' Oh hey, I'm not going to take you off but I'll rob you now. ' No? Hm ... I do not either. And that's the way it is with life. Things happen at the moments and times that are not factored. Nothing comes from nothing, you'll get something or it will simply be taken away from you.

" What about are you thinking?" Yoongis voice rings in my ears and I snapped back out of my thoughts. With a sorrowful expression, he looked at me and placed his hand over my shoulder. "Just like that, nothing important." I gave him a smile on my lips. Suspect he looked at me again before he turned his attention again to the movie.

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The third movie was now and none of us dared even bring up the theme of Jimin, or the four girls. And to be honest, I almost forgot about yoongi and his anxiety that he suffered every time it got scary. In such moment my beloved friend Forgets his serenity and coolness. Shaking my head, I looked to my right when he again hid his seich in my arm.

"How is it possible that you are outside of these four walls actually a coller type Can you explain to me? I see only a small child here." I deserved with a death look after my words escaped my lips. It was really funny to watch as Yoongi tried to get up and ssine fear to displace. Lying on the right side, he grabbed my hip and stroked it juice.

It was his tick that he couldn't get rid of, over and over again when he wanted to put his fear aside and show his strong self to me. I really liked it when he did it.
I think maybe it calmed him, who knows. Anyway I enjoyed it. Its want something sexually or in this way, No. It was a pure gesture for friends to show ' Hey look I'm here for you.'